i couldn't sleep at all. so many things come and go
inside my mind. sometime i really don't understand
what i really want? its like....
i want something.. but when i get it.. i felt like
actually i don't really need it at all? why the hell did i get it for?

i was thinking about it
the thing i wanted when i was sec 1
my aim/dream was to find a steady boyfriend
and stay for him till we get married
but unfortunately i went into a girls school
i din regret at all, it was a fun experience
that i'll never forget ;) 4 years just come and go
it felt like it was just yesterday class just ended
today saturday and sunday~ monday blues
back to school. that sort of feelings.

i really don't know..

sometimes i envy some of my online friends
why they can have that? that as in the things i wanted
and i don't even get it.. * sigh *

im getting older and older each day.
and i doubt i can even get married hahaha
seriously; im so violent and i have a face
that looks so nerdy -.- i don't even have a nice shape
got height also no use? no brain at all

worst to worst im going crazy day by day =='
AUURRGGGGHHHH !! =="