yay last day of the year 2010 ~ before i start bitching
i shall type about today's result :D

i got my results weeeeeeeeeeeee ! but great i dunno when/how
to sign up for higher nitec ~ called mei yun and wanna tell her about results
she din even pick up~ i guess she's busy moving house :| or something !
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OKAY 2010 ! again like 2009 i shall bitch about everything of the year

starting of the year sucked -_-' new time table like wtf almost everyday 6pm
good thing i din take any cca HAHAHAHAHAHA ~ ! cause i was too fking lazy
but i have to take cca next year if not ~ not enough to save my GPA if i wanna go poly

played a few games this year :D psp ~ online ~ facebook
Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core i din complete it ~~
due to can't bare to see Zack die ~~~~~~~~ sad LOL

i was happy that kingdom hearts birth by sleep came out
now waiting for the final mix version of it !

completed Dissidia Final Fantasy
now waiting for Dissidia Duodecim Final Fantasy

alot more games :)
became a gm at some pserver ms
made more friends from all over the world

school sucked as always ~ since when it doesn't suck?
project suck bananas as well ~
totally FML for the year ~

LOST my psp modify memory card at the new Circle Line MRT
got LOST with wei xin at Orchard just to buy 1 stupid bag
LOST some of my project stuff ~

oh well just FML for the year LOL

FML 2011 ! hopefully a GOOD YEAR
or i just seriously have to admit my life suck the core -_-'
oh well i left 1 year + to enjoy my teenage year :| before becoming an adult
saddddddddddddddddddd SO FAST 18 ALREADY ! yesterday it felt like im 13 -_-
time fly like assholes ~ talking about asshole my ass brother coming back
FUCK THATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

k tata ~!

okay ~~ results coming out on the 31 dec
just found out ~ how silly of me ~ * COUGH COUGH *

Tml maybe not going karaoke
kinda tight on money now :\ spend about 150+
since the first day of outing till now ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
all my savings in my treasure box ~ 20 bucks left
i'm not willing to withdraw from my bank -_-"
i'm kinda scare that mom will nag at me ~ dammit

as for my family problem, i give up -_-
im not gonna take my time to understand them anymore.
the more i know the more i feel pissed off totally. geez

as for pserver ms ~ been logging in awhile ;\ do some simple stuff then poof gone ~
go out/read manga/watch anime/watch random videos on youtube
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today i found out a few stuff ~

firstly like WOW YAOI
i never knew animated yaoi is way better then mangas LOL
who would have knew they sounded awesome(more like good)
but i have to watch it wearing my headphone~ if not my parents would know
who knows what my parents will do ~ if they know i like yaoi :|
i bet they cannot accept the fact and will remove my computer
or either put my computer at the living room T_T !! NOOOOOOO

second...
i finally admit i have no WOMAN SKILL, k maybe except simple cooking
so like yeah... i cant do much stuff a woman can ~ tried but turn out shitty

i can't clean my own room well ~ wanted to try cleaning the house
since mom and dad went out for lunch ~ asked them to buy back for me ~
and BOOYA ! just finished cleaning my room ~ and i realize 1 hour pass ~
my parents came back with my lunch ! DAMMIT !
how the hell my mom it in less then 20mins and
about 1 hour + for the whole house ! seriously wtf i suck

my female friends can do some knitting,sew and patching (dunno wtf is that)
YA I CAN SEW ! BUT I FREAKING TAKE A LONG TIME TO DO IT
i can't even patch stuff well ~ not just that KNITTING ! worst
dont even want to talk about it -_-'' !!!

washing clothes HELL YAY ! i was too rough at the drying part...
its like im suppose to squeeze dry it.. end up using too much strength..
so good thing it was my shirt ~ i freaking tear some part of it -_-''
due to monstrosity strength.. i guess -_-?

i can cook simple stuff ~~~ or stuff i learned during my secondary school..
but i just can't cook other stuff -_-' i need to see the cooking book
if i dont see the cooking book. i freaking can't even cook them !

i suck at putting on make ups D: ! dammit why is so troublesome !
the only stuff i know how to put is... eye liner.....
the rest... hell nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...

i have not wore a skirt for a long time...
tried wearing a skirt today... and yay it feels weird
i feel like im a guy in a woman's body ~~~~ GEEEZZZZ

i'm freaking ugly :|
most of my friends are pretty/have nice BODY ~
thats why they have boyfriends and etc (who cares seriously?)
im like uhhhh, k i suck :D failure to the 'woman race'

i freaking hate my boobs -_-
cause its so extra ~ it gets in my way !
its like seriously fats.... i dont understand why some girls wants it bigger
and go for implants and etc -_-'' to make it BIG
geezzz ~ boobs = extra weight.. makes running HARD

third
i tired acting 'cute' and i can freaking puke blood at myself
it was the most disgusting thing one can ever do ~_~'
i can't believe i did that ~ its a good thing no one was home
cannot imagine if someone spotted me -_-'
i swear i will wear a paper bag on my face if that happens
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DISSIDIA DUODICEM : FINAL FANTASY
3 march 2011(japan)! the eng should be by june? i guess
i can't wait for the game ! im so excited :D
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next year jan ~ going for interview
im gonna work at nex . NTUC -_-''... 4.90 per hour part time
im not willing to work.. but i have to ~_~ i dont want my mom
go nagging at me ~ geez ! i hate it when she nags at me -_-'
i dont like it. like who the FUCK likes it -_-

so tired ~ maybe going to bed ~
hmm maybe before going to bed ~~~
i shall watch Koisuru Bouku OVA episode 2 ;x ! HEH HEH HEH tata !

21-22 dec
had a fun chalet night,din sleep at all till morning
went home with siew kiang and wei ting
reached home around 7am + in the morning slept till evening

the chalet was one of the best/worst ever
best at the night time ! it was like terrible
sharing a room with kids -_- so noisy ! anyway we din sleep
so who cares? right? like duhh ! night time pajamas party
awesome ! here's a picture of everyone wearing pjs


midnight everyone talks about ghost story
fun and terrible at the time ;) ! oh well its worth going

today one of the worst day ever
after all my family is kinda falling apart now
terrible -_- tml Christmas ~ dont feel like going anymore
no mood for it.. terrible ....

i felt like i dont have the ability to love ._.
oh well who cares .. at most don't marry ~ no big deal?
i guess? * sigh *

so this year is really busy to the core..
this is the over all for the month at the moment ~

Dec 6
Last exam paper ~ WEEE !

Dec 7-8
Rest

Dec 9, help miss chew on stuff
(din go was too lazy)

Dec 10-11,
Dye Hair with Wei xin and Samantha
Evening Chalet (came back in the middle of the night)

Dec 12-15
Rest

Dec 16-17
Wei xin's Birthday Chalet
(Came home at 17 night time ~ slept till the morning)

Dec 18
Rest at home ~

Dec 19
Audi Fam house 'Christmas' outing
exchanging presents

Dec 20
Rest

Dec 21-22
Mei Hui's Church chalet
(Came home at 22 early morning to sleep, cause din even sleep)

Dec 23
Nitejsha's Farewell party
At first i tot it was her birthday party~ but it wasnt
so my previous post was a typo.. too lazy to edit

Half way through the party
went out with wei xin,mei yun,yvonne,fiona
and kevin(xin's bf ~ din invite him. but he came along...)

Dec 24
End of the day was canceled. due to...
sylvia wanna do christmas shopping
WORST DAY EVER IN MY LIFE...........
FUCK MY LIFE ! PISSED OFF TOTALLY

Dec 25 (Family time)
Christmas ~
FUCK MY LIFE TIME OF THE YEAR

Dec 26-27
REST
during this time need to check exam results

Dec 28
KARAOKE with
wei xin,mei yun, yvonne and fiona(maybe)

Dec 29-30
MAYBE FREE
MAYBE NOT
depend who last minute call....

Dec 31 (maybe)
Either going out with Audi FAM HOUSE or
PRI SCHOOL FRIENDS or SEC SCHOOL FRIENDS
i dont know -_-'' either way.....

FUCK MY LIFE...
SO BUSY THIS MONTH
hardly got time to rest.. best part
every monday to friday 8pm swimming...
no swimming unless its rainning/going out

SO MUCH FOR 2010 ! FUCK THAT
FUCK MY LIFE TOTALLY ! XIALAN YEAR
ITS A TOTAL 70% OF BAD LUCK ! AND ONLY 30% LUCKY

I HOPE 2011 WOULD BE A BETTER !
AND IN ANOTHER FEW MORE DAYS
FAREWELL 2010 !!!! AND FUCK MY LIFE 2011
COS MY ASSING BROTHER IS COMING BACK SINGAPORE

^@%*%(@#$@%(#@%($%@(%(@%$FUCK !!!

16-18 dec 2010
chalet, xinxin's chatlet
it was fun ! compare to all the previous years :D
had a great time ! its worth going there

actually i came home on the 17 dec night time
stayed one night only lol ;x

19 went out with audi fam house friends
it was fun ! watched tron ;D it was a great movie
after the movie dinner, exchange present.
got a 'handi-massager' from jelly ;D its awesome
played clad's present call ' fucked up cards'
almost all the questions damn fucked up lOLOLOLOL epicness
but it was fun :D ! worth going too ! can't wait for the next fam outing

tml going for mei hui's chalet ;) ! i shall do a post when i'm home !
actually it was a last minute kind of chalet lOL
but i'm willing to go ! this year is gonna be a good year for me :D

i'm so busy ! so many outings !
my body feet kinda tone up now O; !
not as tired as i used to be ;D ! k thats all bye !

for my life i have never hated the number 6
though people say number 6 is a satanic number.
but i kinda like the number 6 cause it's my birthday number.

In my life span that i live till today ~ Dec 6 2010
it was the only 6 in my life that i ever hated
it was turning theory exam. during that day more like the day before
dec 5. i could not even sleep -.- .. oh yes i did sleep at 12am +
and woke up in the middle of the night !! 3am ! can't sleep at all
used the com/studied a bit ~ geezzz ! went to school late for 10mins
but made it into the examination hall ! lucky me ~~~~~

Number 13.. some people say unlucky number
but i too seriously like that number ! LOL !
something must be wrong with me ._.'

k done complaining about that shit day
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i'm so busy !!
i'm not free from
dec 9-11, 16-19, 23-25 and maybe 31

Dec 9, Today/Later in the morning.
going back to school to help miss chew and her stuff

DAMMIT ! fuck that ! i finally get hold of my holidays !
and now you want me to go back help D: !! NOOOOOOOO!!!

Dec 10-11,
Morning, 10am.
Dye Hair with Wei xin and Samantha

Evening Chalet (maybe going but i'm kinda lazy !!)

Dec 12-15
-break- (not sure got anyone gonna ask me out)

Dec 16-17
Wei xin's Birthday
she's having a chalet at downtown east.
Haven get her Birthday present !! *Screams*

Dec 18
Mei hui's Outing (not sure what outing,made an appointment with her)

Dec 19
Audi Fam house 'Christmas' outing
maybe going karaoke or cycling
exchanging presents

Dec 20-22
-Break again- like i say not sure anyone gonna book me or not ~

Dec 23
Nitejsha's Birthday at
BBQ pit number 14 at Paris ris park

Dec 24
Outing with Wei xin and Mei yun
Exchanging Presents

Dec 25 (Family time)
Christmas ~
not sure going where this year ~~~

Dec 26-30
-Break time- *sigh*
during this time need to check exam results

Dec 31 (maybe)
Going out with friends
not sure who, but got a feeling they may call me out
to celebrate the last day of 2010 ~

2011
FML
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Its like the whole of dec, im so gonna be broke !
i left like 60 bucks at the moment ~
i would ask another 20 bucks from dad :\ but...
after mei hui's outing i'm sure broke to the core ! FML

Fam outing ... dont know what to buy ~_~'
need to buy 1 present...but i'm so worried !!
i dont know what to buy ! what if its not nice D; !
dammit !

Nitejsha's birthday ~ setted an alarm on my handphone
so that the day before i would remember !!!
haven buy her present ~~~~~~~~~

xinxin and yun's outing...
xin's present DONE
Yun not yet !!

this year ! SUCH A BUSY YEAR !
this is the first time my December holiday been filled up
almost to the max ._.'' no wonder people say 18th birthday
good year/busy year =_= now i seriously get it

(whatever below here from 2007 was copied from my old post)

2007
FML why am i so retarded back then..
so colourful as well ! omfg -.-'
its just 3 years ago ! not that far !!! =_='
well the year i started blogging ~~~~~
seriously i din even post any update/data about dec
whether im busy or not... retarded me -.-'

2008
wtf still so colourful, it fucking burns my eyes
seriously why am i such a dumb ass 2 years ago?!
fuck that ! even more retarded then ever
and same fucking thing no update/data
about busy/going out/whatever

2009(ahh much better a bit of information)
i wont' be free on
23 dec = audi frens outing
24 dec = wei xin, mei yun and yvonne outing
24(midnite start)-26 dec = cousin chalet
27 dec = going out wif meow :D
28 dec maybe going out wif zandy and wei ting :D LOL

but compare to this year's outing
its so damn little ! when this year its like almost the whole dec
been taken away !! good thing my holidays till april
can slack till then ;D

my mom even take up my Mon-Fri peace time
8pm-9pm
Mon,Wed,Fri
Swimming

Tue,Thur
Jogging

and she say
this is for ur own good, you're getting fat!
MUST SLIM DOWN BEFORE SCHOOL REOPEN !
omg this is HELL !! GEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

So tired ! So hungry D: !
swimming.. still okay ~~ JOGGING ! DAMN !
my stamina for running is low !!
this is seriously torture ~_~'

SO BUSY !! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
recently i been pissed off so damn easily for unknown reason !
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Next year i'm so gonna go to the cosplay event -_-
this year not even free to go !! D:! i wanna try cosplaying !!
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seriously about blog posts
i never regret posting any ~ after all
its the INTERNET whatever i post here
the whole world can see it ._. and some people are dumb
made a blog. din set it private ~ then when some enemy found out the blog
they delete the post/change the link -_-' childish !

'dare to post,dare to admit it'
thats my blog motto O: !

well its a cool thing that blogs can save
all the retarded stuff that i post during my teenage years
well im still a teenager now ._.' but in the future i wont be 1 anymore ):
i started blogging at 2007. just by reading the post again
it made me say ' FUCK MY LIFE ' why am i so retarded!?
seriously so many dumb shit mistakes i ever made -.-'
worst case i sounded like some uneducated girl -_- geez !

but it was kinda funny reading it back
it was embarrassing but still. that's me 3 years back
the 'me' today is much more different.

time flies so fast ~ * sigh *