FUCK ! i got so fucking pissed off at the fucking msn shit
i don't know what is fucking wrong with it -.- now cannot even use the messenger plus
DAMMIT zzzzz son of bitch msn =.= what the fuck is wrong with you zzzzz
did i owe you something till you have to do this kind of fucking shit to me -.-
CB KNN KAOPEI LA ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

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So tired !! i was out for the whole day !
afternoon went out with kath leen to seng kang swimming complex
found out she can't swim at all O_O''' ~ slacked there
hardly any sun ~ din get tanned at all (-FAIL-)
had macdonalds for dinner with her

on the way home, wei ting called me ~ so i went to meet her and zandy
and last minute we decided to watch midnight movie. we went to watch Solomon Kane
it was a pretty good movie :) ! we missed Its great great world, the movie was sold out
reached home close to 2am x_x ~~~~~~ bathed ~ currently on msn lol

sharon quit the pserver,she even deleted me off msn and facebook :\
now i don't know what is gonna happen next ==" ~
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i feel kinda silly ~ i thought chinese new year still got 2 weeks to go
i didn't know that is was actually few days more LOLOLOLOL
that's like wtffffffffffffffffffff? (-FAIL-) who cares !! LOL

my eye is kinda itchy x_x i keep rubbing it ! ): ! dammit

today was an unlucky DAY for wei xin,kevin and me
left the house ~ rain ~ then stop ~
reach the train station rain ~ then stop again ~
reach the stupid jurong swimming complex RAIN then stop AGAIN
changed into swimming costume ~ RAIN ~ got fed up
so we went to eat at kfc~ after eating played awhile RAIN ~ stop
play again RAIN ~ stop ~ keep repeating !!! like OMFGWTFBBQPISSMEOFF

so we went to xin's house to have dinner
kevin can't come over since xin's parents dont allow
we were walking back to her house
at first the rain was kinda small ~ so we thought we could make our way back
who would have knew it suddenly became a HEAVY rain !
end up running back to her house half wet =='

ate xin's mom home cook bee hoon, taste good
after that xin's friends came ;) joyce and the guy i forgot his name :\
we went to the near by mall to have some ice cream
i had rum and raisin + green tea ice cream

after that i went home ;) so left xin and her friends
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just reached home, damn tired ==' now having headaches
maybe due to the mad weather today ~ geezz
i feel kinda cold too ~ maybe im gonna be sick ~

din get any tanner, hardly any sun LOL
hopefully friday dont give me this kind of weather ~ i want to be tan !
then bitch about the sunburn LOLOLOLOLOL !

lazy to type already ~ headache =='

i have nothing better to do. can't sleep ~ i feel so restless for no reason
i have been up since yesterday 9pm till now 10am +

currently i'm watching some of the vocaloid story songs
such as

【Kamui Gakupo】Duke Venomania's Madness ( i kinda like this 1 better)
【Megurine Luka】The Tailor Shop on Enbizaka
【MEIKO】Conchita, The Epicurean Daughter of Evil

well there are not linked stories but they are nice.
each story is interesting
i'm starting to like strange japanese robotic songs
like the vocaloid's song ~ they are so nice for some unknown reason

i like miku's song 'I Refuse' its a cute song lol
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i decided to be tan ! lol
after all the last time when i was really tan was at least 8 to 9 years ago
back then my skin tone was as dark as a malay's skin tone
well after all i LOVE swimming ~ just that many years later
i kinda gotten fatter ~ and hated wearing swimming costume.
so i din go swimming anymore. now i kinda got back my courage to wear it back
so i'll just have to make myself tan ! HAHAHAHAHAHA

since i got so much time ~ and almost NOTHING to do
TANNING and SUNBURN will at least KILL some time
and let me bitch about the sunburn pain LOL

This week ~ i'll be 'kinda' busy
Today - nothing to do ~ mostly i'll find wei ting and DISTURB her
Tml - meet wei xin at nex for lunch at wendy's ~ never tried before ~ gonna try it
Wednesday - going jurong east swimming complex with wei xin and her friends
Thurday - ( depend ~ mostly last minute outing or something )
Friday - Swimming with Kathleen at seng kang swimming complex
Sat-Sun = Dunno yet

i have never been out with kathleen to such place. it's the first time
my relationship with my secondary classmates is kinda odd.
during those days we studies under the same roof, yet..
we never talk much and knew almost nothing with each other
other then our own small group of friends

sometimes we even quarreled over the smallest thing in class
after we graduate, we started talking to each other more and more
get to know each other more as well. strange isn't it?

if only time can just give us a little more time be with each other
that would be nice. I MISS 4E1'08 ): ~ almost 2 years have pass.
it felt like yesterday was just sunday and today we are going back to class
the class of 4E1, Sadly that day has ended so long ago .. * sigh *
its time to move on ~

im getting old, 19 years old this year ~
i'm just an average girl with 3 best friend and a lot of friends.
it's already 24 jan 2011, another 3 months school is starting

About the daily swimming with mom ~ from mon-fri
i din lose weight at all ~ more like i tone up instead LOL

SUNTANNING PROGRAM ! here i come :D ! -TANS- lol

recently i been going out with my childhood best friend wei ting
don't know why ~ ever since holiday started. i started going out with her more
lol ! during school days. not even free !! so busy ~ pfffttt

im like itching for part time work ~ but im also lazy ==
cause im bored lmao ! almost everyone i know during my sec sch is either
working/busy/idk whatever shit they are doing LOL

so yeah ~ oh well i shall find something to do ):
3months + more before school starts !! have fun first HEHEHEHE !

today... i forgot to bring my goggle and 15 dollars =='
i went swimming.. with.. wei ting and 2 of her friends..
and OUCHHHHHHHHHHHHH !! SUNBURNNNNNNNSSSS !!!
now i look drunk.. with my face,shoulder and some part of my body red -_-'
my mom is evil.. she say i look like roasted pork =_________= !!

after swimming ~ around 1pm + ~ the sun was so HOT ~
had lunch at kfc with them,wei ting lend me 12 bucks LOL
after kfc, i bought some ice cream and shark fin soup :X
after that go home...(more like before going home buy some food for dad)
on the way to the coffee shop to buy some carrot cake and tofu skin chicken
i met mei yun and her grandfather LOL ! what a coincident ~ HAO JIAO WOR
so like 'just nice' since mom bought her some t-shirt and she haven sign up for the graduate stuff~
she just have to come over to my house to do it LOl ! and she laughed at me -.-
for being so 'burned' =__________________=

after doing everything she went home ~

had dinner~ tom yam pasta ~ taste weird
mom was like talking about my brother saying that
'am i lesbian, so old already no bf' im like ... speechless
its like TOTALLY NONE OF HIS BUSINESSSSSSSSS
i dont like GIRLFRIENDS~ LOVER KIND
even if i would to read manga i rather read yaoi then hentai
i just dont like seeing girls making out ~ LOL i prefer GUYS ): !

why does he SUDDENLY CARE so MUCH?!?!?!?!?!?
i know firstly age gap...16 years apart blah blah ~ and we don't talk much too
now suddenly he care so much?!!? what a weirdo
he was talking about me losing weight blah blah blah

oh come on ! its not like if i drop to that weight ~
like as if you'll give me a PRIZE! if you are going to give me a prize ~~~~~
i can consider about it HEH HEH HEH HEH HEH !!
i want a playstation 3 ! bioshock 2,final fantasy XIII and final fantasy XIII VERSE !
MWHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! * mad *
sometime i don't know what is he really thinking -.-'
W-E-I-R-D-O !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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yesterday was a somewhat odd day
afternoon went meet wei ting, followed her to her friend's house.
waited for her another friend to come ~
after that. went to the park near my secondary school to DANCE
so im like the camera girl for the day~~~~~~~
i called selena asked her to come down and company me ;) ! since she live near by
she say she's gonna buy kingdom hearts birth by sleep game.
something wrong with her psp, cannot modify at all~ due to her mom's friend
keep dropping the psp... and dunno do some weird stuff to it..

evening went back to her friend's house
her friend's family was nice. they made green bean soup for us.


the 1 opposite is me~ the leg on the left is wei ting's LOLOL
this picture belongs to mei hui ~ she took it ;]

about 6pm + mei hui smsed saying wanna go macs for dinner?
she said hui ying coming over too. i was like... FUCK THAT
i seriously hated hui ying -_-' dont really wanna see her
she's such a MAMA GIRL.. everything my mama say cannot my mama this my mama that
MIGHTS WELL MARRY TO YOUR MAMA !! GEEEZZZ

good thing she say MY MAMA HERE DON'T WANT
so end up going with mei hui and wei ting for dinner
after dinner. went to my place awhile .
changed off my jeans to shorts ~ then.. off to wei ting's house
to watch horror movie ~ the movie sucked.. make no sense at all

went home downloaded some chinese program for watching movie
*whisper* my chinese sucked.. so i got some help from wei ting through the phone LOL
its an interesting program actually LOL everything load real fast
watched how to train your dragon :X i like that movie its nice !
i love the dragon toothless ! so cute !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's all lazy to type ! MY SHOULDER HURTS
'IM HURT, VERY MUCH HURT' LOL that line from how to train your dragon
seriously.. too long never walk in the sun ~ and now i get serious sun burn
OUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !! D;

SO SLEEPY ! IM GONG TO BED SOON ! ):

i may not be a big fan of living deads
but this cute little sister, well she's call 'little sister' in bioshock 2
i have never played that game before. but currently watching the walkthrough on youtube
i kinda fall in love with all the little sisters. they are so cute !
if i would to play bioshock 2, i would never harvest any little sisters. i'll save them all !!

yes they may be creepy but they are still cute to me :X
next time if i have a daughter i'll make her wear a dress something like this ! Hehe :X

finally my mom doesn't go nagging about part time job
so i shall find a new hobby. kuan min(meow) asked me wanna join her for knitting and etc
i was thinking ~ should I ? or not ? since i have so much time till april.
i rather do something interesting for a change.
i'm getting bored staying at home ~

chinese new year coming in 3 weeks time i think?
braces.... coming in 3 weeks +++ time.
graduation day coming in 4 and half weeks.

thinking about braces.. scare the shit out of me -_-''...
dentist ... brrrrrr !!! * hair stands * !!!

i wonder when mei yun free. free like asking her get the slimming pill for me
and also mom bought her some t-shirts, need to pass them to her.
i feel like calling her up now.. but its like 3am + i doubt she's awake.. or is she :x?
nahh better not try ): later she'll kill me for waking her up in the middle of the night

i just ate some instant noodles and im hungry again? like wow !
i must be crazy or what. im just so bloody greedy ); tsk !!!

thinking about it.. my niece look a bit like little sister, well a living one of cause LOL
but she's a bit too big to be little sister. x_x' ~ aaahhh im having little sister craze now ):
okay never mind ~ enough of my nonsense !!

i'm craving for pizza...pasta...beef curry... sushi...pepper crab... chilli crab..
* continue thinking of FOOD * omg ): its making me more hungry T_T

someone drew this, it look damn nice ! at first from a small picture
i though it was from the movie or something ~
who would have knew it was a drawing O_O ! i wish i was that skilled ):

today i went to watch xiaxue's wisdom tooth operation.
it made me scared :| even though its not me ~
seriously dentist scare the shit out of me =_='
even just by looking at them ~~~~~~~~~

holidays oh holidays ~
i love you so much ~ yet sometimes i hate you so much
its great to be able to rest but too much rest equal boredom ):

okay that was random ~

today sign up for higher nitec
and for some reason i think ite website anti mozilla firefox -.-
i can't get into the system with mozilla firefox but internet explorer can!?
mannnn that suck seriously... first half engineering related behind
all biotechnology ~ mostly science related~ have not studied science for a long time -_-
if i get that course i need to get myself a tutor for science ~~~

wei ting have only 1 course to pick.. i dont know why... so weird...
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tml going out with wei xin and mei yun ! yay !
going to watch the ghost must be crazy ;D wonder that movie nice or not
im like so damn 'assing' free now ~ that i can keep bitching on my blog LOL
maybe i shall buy some chinese new year clothes at nex
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AHHHHHH i wan kingdom hearts 2 book 3 to come out !
and i also want kingdom hearts 358/2 days manga to come out !
why singapore so bloody sloowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww !! ): sad !!

for some reason i think the game version of kingdom hearts is like
more serious ~ than the manga. the manga have a lot of jokes which i like LOL
but still ~ i like them both ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! * mad *
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sometimes i wish i was smarter ~ even though i speak,talk,read & write english
i think im still pretty bad at it ): ~ don't know why ~ ahh why am i so stupid ~~
i still wanna learn Japanese D: ! so far i been like self learning LOL
i wanted to try Korean too.. but to me.. korean is harder -_-' !
at least Japanese got some chinese words LOLOLOL so can guess :X
Korean no idea with all the O looking letters X_X AHHHH I DUNNO!
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currently at pserver i think lynne doesnt like me O:
no idea why. oh well o_o' maybe it has to do with something i do?
like change of in game name,rarely host event? or forum stuff?
URGHHH No idea ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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everytime i hear this song Canterella or Cendrillon
the story is interesting. like almost all vocaloid songs have a story
i wonder why they always make kaito a prince and miku a normal girl or princess O:
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ahhh if i have an adventurous life ~
that would nice ~

does distance matter? nahhh !
if you love someone distances will be nothing right?

ahhh in few hours time going to sign up for higher nitec
and mei yun will be coming over + i haven sleep LOL
its like 8am plus in the morning happily msning
i feel like asking mei yun buy slimming pills for me :X ! since i cant buy them

chinese new year coming yay ! and BOOOO!
yay for the money part and family gathering
BOO on the part i need to shop for clothing -_-'
i haven buy any chinese new year clothing yet ~~~~
and BOO after chinese new year ~ Braces ~

nowdays midnight i get hungry easily ~
and sometimes i feel so hungry that i can bite people :X
NOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOM !
im such a greedy fella D; !

slimming is really torturing ):
less food ~ more excises ! more like swimming LOL :X
i don't wanna go jogging ~ i hate sweating ~
okay ~ but next year ... there will be napfa test ): 2.4 run !
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH im so gonna fail !! ok nevermind by the time then say !

FIRST thinking of what course to take..
should i continue with mechanical engineering or marine engineering?
or others since can change course ! but i dunno what course to take ~
eeekkkksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!

not long ago i scared one of my audi friend by saying

【CeLyn】gets hungry easily -_-' says:
*did you realize something?

クラウド・ストライフ says:
*what?

【CeLyn】gets hungry easily -_-' says:
*did you notice what course im picking?
*dont you think its kinda 'weird'

クラウド・ストライフ says:
*yeah engineering
*why weird?
*i mean like why will weird ????
*i dont think its weird
*im also from engineering area

【CeLyn】gets hungry easily -_-' says:
*because like ~
*don't you think its odd for a girl to pick such course?
*got ever wonder?

クラウド・ストライフ says:
*not really lol

【CeLyn】gets hungry easily -_-' says:
*what if i tell you
*my name
*is not celyn but cedric
*and i'm pretending to be a girl~
*i'm a pretty guy with a kinda girly body ~
*like come on where got girls my height 1
*its like above girl's average can? and you believed?
*that's why i crossdress into a girl ! for fun HAHAHAHAH !!
*and celyn is just a nick name

クラウド・ストライフ says:
*........
*WTF YOU SERIOUS?!?
*YOU LOOK LIKE A GIRL!!
*GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!
*OMFGGGGGGGGGG
*AHHHHHHHHH!!!

【CeLyn】gets hungry easily -_-' says:
*nahhh
*JK LOLOLOLOLOL!
*i say WHAT IF LOLOL
* your sister my junior in secondary school -.-"
* dont believe ask her LOLOLOL

クラウド・ストライフ says:
*oh ya hor ._.'

【CeLyn】gets hungry easily -_-' says:
*i know i'm so damn handsome RIGHT?!
*admit it !
*MWHAHAHAHA!

クラウド・ストライフ says:
*f5
*.... shaddup asshole
*dun friend you already !!

【CeLyn】gets hungry easily -_-' says:
*LOLOLOLOLOLOL

クラウド・ストライフ says:
*-IGNORED-
*LOL JK
*i'm going to bed nights !

【CeLyn】gets hungry easily -_-' says:
*k bye :D

LOLOLOLOL super epic !
btw the name cedric belongs to my real maple friend
he's 1 year older. i call him mama at maplesea LOL

and about working ~ i doubt im going to work :|
too lazy and currently mom isn't nagging about me being at home
since i don't often go out either~ trying to save money !
now mom's aim is getting me to slim down ~

she even threaten me by saying she would repaint my room PINK
and replace all the items that are blue into PINK
if i dont slim down,keep my hair long and turn 'LADY LIKE'
i cannot imagine my blueish room turning into PINK
OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD NOOOO !!

ANYTHING BUT THAT ): !!!
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for some reason this year im like ~~~~
i wan January(count down to braces !) to slow down
February~March end faster ! cause i want my Dissidia 012 : Final Fantasy !
April Slow down (cause school will be starting !!)

May~December ~~ i dunno yet :D !
but this year when i read my zodiac and horoscope
it keep saying LOVE ~ LOVE ~ LOVE ~ libra LOVE ~ monkey LOVE ~
its like a die die all lover related ! bad news was like libra..
easy to fall in love and fall out of love ~ OH MY GOODNESS?
monkey.. flirtatious creature ~ WTHHHHHH???

this is making me worry ! -_- i doubt i can do it lOL
maybe i should say i love ME I MYSELF LOLOLOLOL
k actually i dont really love myself either
i feel ugly and fat =________________=

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

when i was a kid i was always scare of the dentist
due to bad experiences ~ i refuse to see them.
so my name have to be removed from the school dentist list

i only had my teeth pluck out by the dentist once
during my pri-school life ~ and it was painful..
cause he did not put any numbing medicine or whatever..
that's why im so scare of the dentist ~

now after so many years ~
my parents decided to bring me to the dentist to have braces :| ~
and im really really really scared -_-' !
my mom say maybe making an appointment for it after chinese new year.
i bet that would be really scary ~ i SHALL DRAG someone to go with me !!
MWHAHHAHAHAHAHA ! i shall be ugly betty for 2 years x_x''
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thurday went to wei ting's house stay over
end up not watching any horror movie lol
so we watch a lot of random movies till morning. she slept at 5am
and i din sleep at all till 10am + i went home and sleep till evening
mom woke me up ~ dinner ~ 7.30 change into swim suit~ rest awhile ~
8pm after my mom watch her 7pm~8pm show finish ~
off to swimming till 9pm~come home bath use com till morning LOL

as yeah the same thing from mon-friday LOL :X

ahhhhhhhhhhhh tired !! D:

i realize the first four season's main characters have goggles
i was reading *cough* yaoi ~ and happened read the digimon series
well this is the first time i notice them having goggles LOL :X
out of the four ~~~~ i only remember the 1st season's .. his name taichi LOL
the rest i dont remember.. even though i watched them before when i was younger

i like SHOTACONS ! they are so cute and innocent looking !
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k back to topic ~~~~~
today mei yun came over to my house ~
well kinda sudden. i though she was just kidding LOL
i was like UHhhhHHhhhHh * still sleeping * ~~~ she laughed at my hair
she say she never seen me having such a messy bed hair before ~
oh well ~ she stayed till 8pm. din go swimming ~ cause it was raining too

so end up playing bejewled since pserver ms is not online :|
after that got bored ~ end up reading yaoi LOLOL :X
its been awhile since i read so many different type of yaoi LOL !
from vampires related to demons to hunters to etc !

seriously i have to admit ~ having a long holiday can be boring
after a real long time. mr foo called today and now i finally know how to sign up for higher nitec !
need to wait till o level results release then i can sign up :|
panic for nothing ~ geezzz ! i feel so retarded D: !!

ahhh whatever ! i shall continue reading yaoi now ! tata !

so many different ventus in different clothes :D
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IM IN A SEMI PANIC STAT AT THE MOMENTTTTTTT !
im like I DUNNO WHEN TO SIGN UP FOR HIGHER NITEC
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! that suck seriously and im not sure what course to take
need to text my ite form teacher -_-' dammiittttttttttttttttttt
and also that miss yvonne lee!!! so hard to CONTACT GEEZ !
AHHHHHHHH i dunno !! need to ask around -_- dammit ! so troublesome

hopefully yvonne will know how to sign up -_-' since she's the only fella that went higher nitec

my hair is in a shitty status as well ~ its so dried up due to swimming !
that i feel like shaving myself bald so that new hair can grow back~
but i doubt it can grow back in 3months time LOL
freaking hair ~ oh well doesn't matter ~~~~~~~

im so tried ! all i can think is HIGHER NITEC
seriously that is draining my energy real fast !
messaged yvonne ~ no reply. not surprised nor shock~
why does she always have to do that? seriously i dont understand her at times.
she can randomly text me at times. but when we message her no reply wow.

PARANOID ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
if i really miss the chance to go higher nitec means i have to wait for next year
and best part. most of my friends(school/course mate/classmate/best/close/etc)
some of them went higher nitec.. and for some unknown reason ~ they dunno HOW
my goodness ~ some body help me !!! IM DYING -_- ~~~~~~~~~~

Terra,Aqua & Ventus. The 3 of them together look so cute !
im madly in love with ventus LOLOLOL ! he look so cute !

today is the 3rd day of 2011. i feel old already. its like WOW 19 this year
it felt like my 2 years in ite was nothing compare to my 4 years of secondary days
its like as if yesterday i just graduate from plmgss O: ! and going to ite soon.
well actually going back ite again for higher nitec LOL ! but i feel the same
its like i feel like i din grow older at all -_- and i look ABOUT THE SAME as well

soon i dont have the luxury time to play all this games anymore ):
my teenage life is coming to an end !! time freaking pass so fast -_-' dammit
December holiday feels like nothing ~ even though i went out so many days
its just come and go so fast O_O ! i wish time could slow down a just little
sadly time waits for no one ~ eeeksssssssssssssssssssssssssssss !!

im dying ~ of boredness~ and GREAT
i dont even know how ~ not how more like WHEN to sign up for higher nitec
need to ask around :| geezz! dont know what course to continue
and dammit this year and next year need to study harder if i want go poly
geezz studying sucks :| if only i could marry some1 rich ~ and be a HOUSEWIFE aint bad too
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL !!

My 2011 BUTTHOLE YEAR Resolution ~~~~~
-Slim down
-Study harder
-Change in DIET
-Try not to be LAZY
-Try not to be GREEDY
-Keep long hair like... yuuko ~ from xxxholic? LOL
-Be more LADY LIKE
-Anger management
-HAVE FUN ! TONS OF IT
-JOIN a CCA. its a MUST ! i shall slap myself if i dont get a CCA
-learn how to wear a skirt.. (its been 'ice' ages since i wear it)
-learn how to draw ventus/roxas/tidus better !!(omg i just love male blonds hehe!)
-learn to LOVE
-learn to be NICE
-learn to be 'sexy???' HAHAHAHAHA !!
-learn to be neat and tidy
-learn to clean ~

i guess thats all for the year?
by my 21th birthday must wear a bikini LOL !
so gonna win that bet from wei xin :D !
if i wear a bikini i win 50 bucks LOLOLOLOL !!
and i shall post a picture of my bikini self in 2 years time LOL

okay thats all :D shall do another post WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT or
wanna BITCH about life and stuff LOLOLOLOLOLOL tata :D