omfg im going crazy -.-my specs is so fking ugly....
i cannot stand my specs at all.. making my eye look fking small -.-
damn angry zzzz =_=

not just that...
im like so irritated by so many things zz fml

i got pissed off at someone -.-'
dont even bother to care anymore.
waste my time. maybe i should not bother that person anymore.

so bored..
currently reading Devil and Devil.
i want to go out D: ! but im running low on cash -.-"

i owe mei yun 20 bucks, wei ting 20 bucks wei xin 10 bucks ._.'
50 dollar all together ~_~'
i left with 10 bucks at the moment.
tml mom will be giving me 30 for pocket money
monday returning mei yun 20 first.
wednesday return wei xin 10
another day or so meeting wei ting ~ return her bit by bit ~

so bored ): and somewhat lonely for no reason LOL !

shall play dissidia 012.
yesterday so sad.. i saw some dude playing dissidia 012..
but he's playing the usa version ): wanted to battle with him..
sadly mine is ... euro version ): SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i want to fight someone in dissidia 012 !!
IM REALLY REALLY BORED ):
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yesterday i saw solomon's new haircut
faith call it pineapple hair LOL
ahhh kinda envy her~ having my cousin as a bf o:
he's so nice ~

bleh ~ i wish i could have 1 like that at times :|
oh well who cares !

recently i'm kinda moody.
no idea why ~

back to rotting mode ! tata

was too lazy to blog ~ cause nothing interesting...
Wednesday went to watch Rio with Wei xin :D

to be truthful.. i din want to take any cca.. cause its gay LOL
now wei xin asked me if i want to join taekwondo ~~
im like uhhhhh.... i dunnooooooo ~
i'm scared that she wont appear on wed ): then.. i'll be alone !! SAD

and yeah.. aquarium club.. SUCK TO THE CORE
stupid noob shit club... wasted my time going there.
lousy introduction.. and wtf is wrong with the club?
no 1 wants to talk to us ): ! so whats the point of me yun and clapperton going there?
such a dumb CCA ! no wonder this year only 2 person willing to join it -.-

AHHH !! DUNNOOO ! i want to join dragon boat too...
i like the dragon boat paddle.... look sexy....
but its a.... tiring cca ): so... doubt i'll join it -.-'
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! i dunno FML

so tired and bored..
currently having Facebook's myshops craze with clapperton and yun LOL

k lazy to blog tata

Today was a Greattttt morning to evening but not night -.-'
sometimes i dont understand kimberly at all.
what's wrong with her? why can't she message my mom.
like come on ! u're her daughter in law.... zzz
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK

i dunno whats with her and my parents ! tsk
dad's birthday is coming and ever since she return back to singapore
we been celebrating dad's birthday late..
his birthday is on 4th may ~ and then... when she's back
she would delay the birthday till it hit mother's day

geez! what the fk is wrong with you people
dad not happy about belated birthday.
kimberly dunno what the fk is wrong with her
mom dunno what's wrong either gets angry at her
then blames me for the message.

LIKE HELLO IM NOT UR MESSAGER GIRL GEEZXXZCXZXZXZ

IM SO TIRED !
school is draining my life force
i feel tired easily -.-
thinking about c's server and jin's server is just making me even more tired.
whatever............... -dies-

Yesteryday went out for lunch with wei ting.
Come back whole day dissidia 012 ! cause its bonus day !!
and fml ! land of discord so fucking hard =="
everyone lvl 100~130 !! UNFAIR !!!
max lvl for playable characters 100.. NPC 100 ~ 130 FUCKKKK
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Today went out with samzy for dinner at hougang mall
shopped a bit . Revathi spotted samzy and i at KFC
she look so different ~

currently just send a mail to my bro
this is what i send.

Mummy want the ALMA, the other day she pick that bag. Don't want already.
she said " try your best to get that ALMA bag for me, i like that one ! "

1) Woman > Handbag > Top Handle > Monogram Vernis > ALMA
- 1st Choice Color : Amarante
- 2nd Choice Color : Rouge Fauviste
- $ 1,010.00

2) Woman > Handbag > Shoulder Bags and Totes > Monogram Vernis > RODEO DRIVE
- 1st Choice Color : Pomme D'Amour
- 2nd Choice Color : Amarante
- $ 780.00

3) Woman > Handbag > Shoulder Bags and Totes > Monogram Vernis > WILSHIRE GM
- 1st Choice Color : Amarante
- 2nd Choice Color : Rouge Fauviste
- $ 1,110.00

she also said ' i bet he will buy the cheapest one. then say the rest no more le '
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

dont be so 'chou pi' ah . better buy alma LOL
good luck finding/buying it. bye ! take care
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LOL ! now watching Hellsing OVA again.
and msning a few others ;] !

that's all ! tata

lol overslept ~ class was at 9.30am today. first lesson cad-p
overslept... cause my alarm was 10am.... dammit !
reached school at 1pm to meet Clapperton and Mei yun for lunch
after lunch Care lesson.

Mr tan asked us to be friends with
Kar yan and Jing jie
not used to them. have to slowly make friends

today's VBP lesson wasn't so bad.
i dunno why i call Marcus, 'BOY AH' LOLOLOLOLOL
he become my part time son ._."
we are like only 13 days apart for birthday ROFL
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Rave audi is weird. went in as a noob.
bought some cash clothes. login back.
first thing some dude ask me. be his couple ._.'
played couple dance with him. went offline LMAO
went back auditionsea.

auditionsea new system family tree :D
sadly its 900 @cash ):
dont feel like buying any cash for it. besides i dont have much audi friends now
so yeah ~ dont want to waste $$$ !!
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Jin's server done. May open :] !
Currently friends only LOL

but im getting bored of maple for some reason.
maybe back to ~~~~~ long long longgggg time agooo
the 'bored season' LOL !

i feel so bored ): why suddenly no 1 talking to me on msn LOL !
oh right tml good friday ROFL ! everyone must be having fun now :D

k lazy to blog tata

Mei yun's wish come true ! she said hope more girls enter our class
and hell yeah ! 2 more girls entered.
1 china 1 malaysian

Marcus is an asshole.
he said that the both of them look like hookers.
cause they have thick make ups/short skirts.

saw mei yun on the bus 72. reached school on time.
time table for Cad-P lesson changed.
instead of starting at 1.30pm its 1pm now =='

sms Clapperton and Marcus.
'where are you? Cad-P class change already. its 1pm not 1.30pm.'

Clapperton sms :
'Lolzzz okiiee ie m on the bus. A few more stops'

Clapperton was on the way to school and as for Marcus...

Marcus's sms :
'What???? Tell u a secret I'm still at home...'

i was like TROLOLOLOL ! what kind of secret is that ROFL !
so i sms back. ' get your butt here NOW '

P.e ~ i got a feeling it will be a hellish year ~
the female teacher..... is just plain creepy
she asked us to change into our p.e entire..

totally waste MY TIME
changed for nothing.. cause just to take height and weight ~
less than 1 min ~ go home ROFL

best part ! she said ' aiya engineering girls buey pai seh 1 ' LOLOLOL
i kinda think its true. cause we don't really care LOL
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installed RaveAudi and Jin's pserver maple
currently 2 head/vice gm, 6 gm and 23 players
23 of Jin/mine/Anna/Ellien/Yan ting/Hui fang/other's friend
maybe more now. after all its just beta version.
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Just checked on Dissidia 012's forum and found out...
FML !!!!!!1111oneoneoneonoeneoneoneoneone
i was like i already defeated Feral chaos why i dont have him at the pp shop?

then i found THIS

To unlock Desperado Chaos: you must complete Dissidia Duodecim 012's story mode and unlock "Confessions of the Creator" in this story scenario, you must complete Shantotto's and Gabranth's Dungeons, and then find Desperado Chaos (1)'s dungeon, you will fight D.Chaos at 58,000+ hp. AFter you defeat him, the second half of the world map will be unlocked, after this, go to the very top left of the world map in an area of volcano's you should see about 5-6 dungeons in a row, don't worry, each one is only one floor, as long as you follow the GUARD RAILS, you will eventually make it to a volcano, inside the 5 floor dungeon, is Desperado chaos, he has Garland as an assist and 125,598 hp, defeat him and he will be available to buy in the PP shop.

WAHHHHH ! FMLLLLL !!!
125,598 HP ! I WILL PUKE BLOOD AND DIE !!!!

59k hp im already struggling T____T"
NOW 125k HP !!! -dies- FML

k dinner.. friday bonus day.. shall train harder~

WOOHOOO ! DEFEATED FERAL CHAOS !
lmao defeated him during motivation talk ROFL

today was a good day :D
had lunch at century square with mei yun and clapperton ;D
2.30pm some boring motivate talk ~

during the talk i was busy playing dissidia 012 :X
i used Vaan,Onion Knight, Cloud, Tifa & Yuna (team battle)
CLOUD AND TIFA !! TOTALLY USELESS IN THIS BATTLE !!
they died somehow about to do 2-4 finisher move ~ and... they died~ LOL
REGRET USING THEMMMMMM ! should have pick a better character =w='

YUNA killed feral chaos ! since he left 28k LMAO
59k ~ 45k Vaan
45~33k Onion Knight
33~30k Cloud
30~28k Tifa
28k ~ 0 YUNA ! LOL

damn happy :D ! but still long way to go ~ if i want to play desperado chaos ):
went home with mei yun. wei xin & her boyfriend
wei xin came all the way from shatec to ite LOL

played dissidia with xin's bf
he's good at using cloud LOL !
lost 1 time :\ due to random picking of characters LOl
almost won !! but xin & him gotta alight ~ sad
but its okay :D we shall battleeee next time LOl

2 weeks from now ~ braces tightening ): FML
tml afternoon class weeee !! 1.30pm :3 !
can sleep later than usual :B !

and about ms forum ~
I OFFICIALLY GIVE UP POSTING VISITOR MESSAGE
FUCK MY LIFE ! everytime i message someone or something
it will disappear ! and i dunno if they replied me or not....
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK !
i want to know what mike/sunny/yenie replied -_-''...

school started and i have no time for maple during the weekdays...
since its not allowed to play 6 hour for the weekend
or so ~ the gm rules said so ~~ etc etc
just to complete 6hour per week, maybe i should request for demote.
then i shall quit and disappear from the pserver ms.
after all im already going to be 19 soon.
so fucking old .......

i think im just being unfair for me to do this.
such as appearing during the weekend
when other DGMS come online mon-sun =='

besides the pserver is a great/weird maple server
ruled by dgms and a weird admin.
i have nothing to say. so much thing have changed
more and more lapdogs of the admin/head gm wannabes.
it pissed me off. most of the new dgms are weird...
some of them have attitude problem..... little fuckers....
i miss all the old gm/dgm :\ like pohny,soulevan,weakest(cy) and jikoku

there are times i wish someone could be a head gm at the server
such as a headgm for -8gmt and +8gmt
so like a head gm and a vice head gm...

doubt that will happen.
after all the admin doesnt listen to me :D
so who cares?

*sigh* maybe its about to move on. ~
and maybe i should be jin's server and be her vice headgm along with her best friend LOL
after all no time limit/whatever its called :B ! i just login host event and poof !
at least she listens to my gay suggestion ~_~'
2 headgm = awesome :3

i can teach new gms how to use their skill/select gm
SUCH AN EASY JOB ! no need to see some stupid dgms
giving me attitude.... whatever....
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HELL YEAH ! DOWNLOADED PSERVER AUDITION!
HAHAHAHAHHAHA PSERVER AUDI CRAZE IS BACK !
my ign at RaveAudi is NightMares

lazy to blog bye !

computer numeral control and etc ~
like what the fuck? how come so many computer related programs are in my course?

damn happy no need to go for life lesson anymore !!!
fml ! tml got cca drive ~ everyone MUST have a damn cca

so bloody tired ~
CNC drains brain juice ~
currently too lazy to blog ~~~
*sigh* ! k bye going to bed soon tata :D

Woke up at 11am +
xin came over at 12nn +
had lunch at MacDonald again !!!! WEEEE !
after lunch, when to get a cut hair with xin
feel so much lighter :D

afternoon till evening whole day dissidia 012 LOL
dinner out with parents

not long ago had some homemade sushi by mom :D
now reading pandora hearts :X !
tml back to school ): so fast !! bloody hell !!

oh well at least friday no school :P !
3 day of rest ! i still haven plan finish my gym session with wei ting :| !
maybe after cca fair then plan LOL

Today i was late for class ): FML ! i thought today's class is at 9am =='
woke up at 7.40am ~ check my timetable FML !! 8am class !!
so i sms mei yun and asked her to tell the teacher i will be late

reached there and FML part 2 !
half the class do turning half do milling ==
so like the 2nd half do turning ): which is like register number 20~40
and im like 25..... ~ NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

FML part 3 !
mr salim keep on asking me what is this what is that
because i was from mechanical technology before this =='
so i kinda know how to use the machine
damn you marcus !!!! WHYYYYY ! mr salim never call him T__T
he is from the same course as me/same class too !!! unfairness !!!

after class went to eat kfc with mei yun

reached home bathed ~ wei ting called and ask me to follow her to the polyclinic
cause her eye is kinda red D; like blood clot in her eye
good thing it wasn't anything bad ;]

after that we went to eat pizza for dinner !! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
its been a long time since i had pizza !! :3
after that we went to take random picture
actually there is 3 but wei ting deleted 1 of them LOL cause she said its ugly

LOL toilet picture :B ! was using the full body mirror ;x

LOL i know i look weird ! just comb another hair style


Nerd wannabe LOL centre parting is gayyyyy


this was taking quite some time ago
wei ting forgot to send it to me ROFL
this was at the movie~ the green hornet that movie
we watch it 3d LOL :X !


Took a pic with mom :D



before going home i went to buy this fringe hair band LOL
look like my real fringe right?? LOL !

currently rotting ;} tml going out with wei ting maybe? or kath leen
going swimming LOL

k lazy to blog :P BYEEEEE

-edit-

i look weird without specs LOL

ok its confirm ! tml going out with wei ting for swimming
cause kath leen got to work tml ~ so can't

k tata !

Today i got clapperton's hp number ;D
now more easier to contact her

marcus ~ so poor thing LOL
usually im like ~ geez u so annoying !!! today im like
AWWW SO POOR THINGGG no male friend in class LOL

after school ~ as usual take bus 31 ~
alight at the interchange
went to buy a bottle of 7up at the shop that cy is working LOL
wtf he told me 13 dollar for 1 bottle ! FML LOL
actually its 1.30 LOLOLOLOL !
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dammnnnnnnn yesterday can't sleep
slept at 4am + woke up at 7.30am ==''
so damn tired ~ reached school in time :D ! lucky !
tml turning and milling lesson ); ! i hate it ! D:

AHHH SO LAZY TO EVEN FUCKING BLOG IT !
so angry also =____= !

true fact : guys always pick the girl with a nice body/pretty face

Today another weird orientation
played amazing race and some shortest to tallest game
i was like middle =_='' ~ not tall not short LOL

on the way home with mei yun
spotted cy working at tampines interchange LOLOLOLOLOL
he was working at some store that sells snack ROFL !
i totally stared at him, at first he din even notice me
not long later he sms me LOL !

maybe 1 day i should go to his shop and say
AHHHH I WANT THIS THIS THAT THAT !! ALL ON CY LOLOLOL
jkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjk !

mom cooked pasta ! :3
tml class start at 12nn ;D weeeeee !
so far my new form teacher ~ not bad
have a few joker classmate ;x !

k time to bath ! tata

WEEEEEEEE SO HAPPY !!
mei yun ! she's in the same class as me ;D !
my current class have 5 girls and 35 dudes LOL
Abdillah & Marcus from my nitec class is also in my current class

today's orientation is kinda lame and childish~
i feel like joining choir or bridge leader for cca
at first i was like.. whats BL?? boy love? LOLOLOL
then i realize ~ OH ITS BRIDGE LEADER ! LMAO !!

i feel like joining a sport cca too ):
cannot make up my mind =w=
actually.. i dont want a cca but im gonna take it for 0.1 gpa LOL !

im so greedy ): ! had giant homemade sushi again ;D
awesome + wonderful sushiii !

k lazy to blog ~ going to bed soon ;3 !
tml got some sport related orientation =_=' troublesome ! tata

Today had macs again! weeeee ! painful but taste good LOL :X
of cause with wei xin LOL

samzy was busy ); so end up not watching any horror movie
end of the day xin & i decided to play dissidia 012 LOL

just dyed my hair
dunno what kind of brown is this ._.
used the japanese bubble dye LOL

i haven pack my pencil box and etc yet :\ !
tml first day of higher nitec ): !
OMG I PRAY HARD MEI YUN WILL BE IN THE SAME CLASS !!!
im dying ): and i also hope my new classmates will be good x_x'

that's all for today ~ bye

Today was somewhat a long busy day
start with ~~~~~~~~~~ morning

10.30am + kath leen called just to tell me she wants to go swimming =='
i reject her request because i was busy for the day

1.30pm woke up ~ bath ~
2pm + meet wei ting for lunch
3.20pm+ meet samzy for braces tightening D; !
my top teeth so painful !!!! D: T__T
had a snack with samzy at macdonalds ;D
6.20pm + meet wei ting at her work place at suntec etude house

had dinner with her ~ followed her to plaza sing's etude house
waited for her at jcube LOL ! rotted there
played audi with vanny & wenny
10.10pm walk around plaza sing
ate some takoyaki ~ kath leen called again ~
she told me ~ meet at 3pm tml at compass point then go swimming~
10.25 went to disturb wei ting at etude house
bought a cyan nail polish~on the way home~
kath leen called again to cancel the swimming postpone to next sat ~
went home with wei ting blah blah

and now just reach home ;D ~ too lazy to take pictures of my braces
i shall take them tml !

today i put alternate colours for top ~ red and blue
bottom pink ~ ew not nice at all the pink ):

i wonder what colour to put next month LOL
too lazy to blog ! byeeeee

TODAY ! FINALLY ! I ATE TERIYAKI BURGER AT MACS !
had dinner with wei ting today :D

k it doesnt taste that good actually .....who cares !
i din know i can't eat as much as i used to.....O_O"
i used to be able to finish the whole meal ~ now like can't ==~
i force myself to finish everything HAHAHAHAH !!

tml going for tightening :X
meeting samzy at 2pm @ nex ;D
lol she gets to see how its done
and i get to see how her's is done ;x

k thats all for today !
TML DISSIDIA 012 BONUS !! YAY :D

okay i wasn't doing much the past few days
kinda sulking for no reason ~ lol
yesterday totally rotting ~ midnight gone crazy
hosted a few event. ~ 20 trophies in total (used)
all those trophies are mike's ==' ~

played dissidia 012 ~ currently playing cecil's story
dont really like cecil ): but xinxin likes cecil lol

feeling kinda low/down again
maybe lack of sugar or something ~
im craving for macdonalds ): its been a month since i had macs ~
2 more days to braces tightening ==' ~
then sunday horror movie craze with samzy & xin

monday first day for mechanical engineering
i really prayed hard the mei yun is in the same class as me ):
and i hope i get nice/good classmates D:

i'm really hungry now =='
my brains only can think about FOOODDDDD
-dies-

Lol my mom made giant sushi for xin & me to eat for dinner

Woke up late today.
Xin came over around 6pm + she took a cab down lol
played dissidia 012 with her
we were like screaming over a game LOL
at one point where we use Cloud(xin) & Sephiroth(me)
we were like AHHHHHHHH OMG ! NOOOO ! RUN AWAY
COME BACK HERE LITTLE FUCKER !
I SHALL GIVE YOU 'THIS PEAR 'LOL
* Random screaming and shoutting *

i bet my parents ~ must be ~ thinking ~ we are mad LOL

had a great laugh with her
at first we were feeling kinda down and pissed off
after playing dissidia 012 and talking with each other
we feel great ;D feel happy now lol

she just went home ;]
hope we can have fun foreverrrrrr
heh heh heh !
that's all for today !

back to listening matryoshka :X
later/tml i shall upload a video of dissidia 012
the videos of Tifa(xin) vs Prishe (me) LOL
tata

Yesterday went off at 3 am + can't sleep at all.
feel so down ~ dunno why ~

so i joined my dad watch some korean movie
it's a funny movie sadly i dunno the title. it was a free movie on mio tv box
after the movie, i still can't sleep. keep rolling around

woke up at 12nn +
played C's pserver ~ host weird hide and seek.
*sigh* all the trophy i collected turn into.... mike's =='''
so from today onwards whatever trophy i give out will be mike's.
im not gonna use any of mine ~

dad bought me a new wallet ;}

im still feeling down ~ dunno why
i feel kinda disappointed for some reason ._.'

oh well back to listening matryoshka lol

「 あなた と 私で ランデブー？ランデブー？」
「 Anata to watashi de randebū? randebū? 」
「 You and me, rendezvous? Rendezvous? 」

that's the original lyrics
but at the translator it turn out something else that makes no sense =='
i like this part of the song heh heh heh, i even change my forum signature to it

ahhh so down and bored ): ~
still pissed off at fedal chaos =w='' shall train again another day ~

Ahhh so bored today din play dissidia 012
got pissed off by fedal chao =.=' ~ cannot be blamed ~
im not skilled enough lol ~

Matryoshka is such a nice song
sang by Vocaloid Gumi & Miku

i just love this Matryoshka drawing. love their eyes.
one day i shall try to draw them ;]

i feel like getting some stainless steel earrings ~
need to buy 6 pairs ==' since i have 5 piercing
should have pierce 6 instead of 5 lol ~ hmmm 6th piercing... where to pierce?
nahh lazy lol ~ 5 is more then enough ~ kinda regret piercing so many actually. oh well

i feel like getting a nice set of marker for my drawings ~
but they are so expensive !!! ): 20~50 bucks ++ * sigh *
Mom bought school shoes for me ;D

Omg why today so boring ~

Hellish Monday
Tiring Tuesday
Sleepy Wednesday
Troublesome Thursday
Awesome Friday
Boring Saturday
Heavenly Sunday
then back to hellish Monday LOL

going back to school on 11 april
left 1 week 1 day of holidays ~ i pray hard mei yun in the same class as me ):
my mind keep thinking of next friday ):
tightening braces ~ i wonder will it be as painful as the first day i put it ~

*sigh* my fringe ~ i feel like cutting it off to bangs ~
but this is the 2nd time i'm keeping long fringe
well its not as long as it used to be during secondary 3
but still i want short fringe ~ and i also want long fringe
ahhhhh cannot make up my mind ~ i feel like keeping long hair too
but i want short hair too ~ maybe i should get a wig for short hair LOL

So bored ~ i wish this person could stop msning...so irritating ~
im feeling so down today for no reason ~ eeks ~

i been applying Nivea Pinkish Boost Lip Gloss ~ morning afternoon evening & night
i apply it when im going to bed too~ so my lips wont dry up and crack
then bleed like crazy ==' ~ so painful ~
as for ulcers my left inner lips/mouth still hurts ~
yeah still applying bonjela ulcer cream ~ gonna finish :\ needa buy more

needa slim down ~ i only lose 2 kg ~ looks like nothing change ~
ewwwww ~ so fat im dying ~ tch ~

why am i so downnnnn todayyyyy ~
makes me feel like saying
AHHH QUIT MS ! MAKES ME FEEL DOWN AND SAD AND ANGRY AND BLAH
when i think about some stuff ~ tsk ~

i want to go out ): ~ but im broke for the week
and my wallet is spoiled ~ need to buy new wallet ~
*sigh* everything money money money !
Braces Money ~ School Fee ~ Pocket Money ~ Outing Money ~ Ez-link Card Money
*SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *

wa lan cb... i dunno what is fucking wrong with my youtube.
its just a fucking black screen on the videos -.-'
fucking pissed off... i want to watch some videos and listen to songs also cannot zzz fuck la

fucking fedal chaos so fucking hard to kill -.- like wtf?
59k hp cb how to kill i also dunno NB zzz

-edited- lol after i dunno how many hours later youtube back to normal == wtf?