yay last day of the year 2010 ~ before i start bitching
i shall type about today's result :D

i got my results weeeeeeeeeeeee ! but great i dunno when/how
to sign up for higher nitec ~ called mei yun and wanna tell her about results
she din even pick up~ i guess she's busy moving house :| or something !
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OKAY 2010 ! again like 2009 i shall bitch about everything of the year

starting of the year sucked -_-' new time table like wtf almost everyday 6pm
good thing i din take any cca HAHAHAHAHAHA ~ ! cause i was too fking lazy
but i have to take cca next year if not ~ not enough to save my GPA if i wanna go poly

played a few games this year :D psp ~ online ~ facebook
Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core i din complete it ~~
due to can't bare to see Zack die ~~~~~~~~ sad LOL

i was happy that kingdom hearts birth by sleep came out
now waiting for the final mix version of it !

completed Dissidia Final Fantasy
now waiting for Dissidia Duodecim Final Fantasy

alot more games :)
became a gm at some pserver ms
made more friends from all over the world

school sucked as always ~ since when it doesn't suck?
project suck bananas as well ~
totally FML for the year ~

LOST my psp modify memory card at the new Circle Line MRT
got LOST with wei xin at Orchard just to buy 1 stupid bag
LOST some of my project stuff ~

oh well just FML for the year LOL

FML 2011 ! hopefully a GOOD YEAR
or i just seriously have to admit my life suck the core -_-'
oh well i left 1 year + to enjoy my teenage year :| before becoming an adult
saddddddddddddddddddd SO FAST 18 ALREADY ! yesterday it felt like im 13 -_-
time fly like assholes ~ talking about asshole my ass brother coming back
FUCK THATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

k tata ~!

okay ~~ results coming out on the 31 dec
just found out ~ how silly of me ~ * COUGH COUGH *

Tml maybe not going karaoke
kinda tight on money now :\ spend about 150+
since the first day of outing till now ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
all my savings in my treasure box ~ 20 bucks left
i'm not willing to withdraw from my bank -_-"
i'm kinda scare that mom will nag at me ~ dammit

as for my family problem, i give up -_-
im not gonna take my time to understand them anymore.
the more i know the more i feel pissed off totally. geez

as for pserver ms ~ been logging in awhile ;\ do some simple stuff then poof gone ~
go out/read manga/watch anime/watch random videos on youtube
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today i found out a few stuff ~

firstly like WOW YAOI
i never knew animated yaoi is way better then mangas LOL
who would have knew they sounded awesome(more like good)
but i have to watch it wearing my headphone~ if not my parents would know
who knows what my parents will do ~ if they know i like yaoi :|
i bet they cannot accept the fact and will remove my computer
or either put my computer at the living room T_T !! NOOOOOOO

second...
i finally admit i have no WOMAN SKILL, k maybe except simple cooking
so like yeah... i cant do much stuff a woman can ~ tried but turn out shitty

i can't clean my own room well ~ wanted to try cleaning the house
since mom and dad went out for lunch ~ asked them to buy back for me ~
and BOOYA ! just finished cleaning my room ~ and i realize 1 hour pass ~
my parents came back with my lunch ! DAMMIT !
how the hell my mom it in less then 20mins and
about 1 hour + for the whole house ! seriously wtf i suck

my female friends can do some knitting,sew and patching (dunno wtf is that)
YA I CAN SEW ! BUT I FREAKING TAKE A LONG TIME TO DO IT
i can't even patch stuff well ~ not just that KNITTING ! worst
dont even want to talk about it -_-'' !!!

washing clothes HELL YAY ! i was too rough at the drying part...
its like im suppose to squeeze dry it.. end up using too much strength..
so good thing it was my shirt ~ i freaking tear some part of it -_-''
due to monstrosity strength.. i guess -_-?

i can cook simple stuff ~~~ or stuff i learned during my secondary school..
but i just can't cook other stuff -_-' i need to see the cooking book
if i dont see the cooking book. i freaking can't even cook them !

i suck at putting on make ups D: ! dammit why is so troublesome !
the only stuff i know how to put is... eye liner.....
the rest... hell nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...

i have not wore a skirt for a long time...
tried wearing a skirt today... and yay it feels weird
i feel like im a guy in a woman's body ~~~~ GEEEZZZZ

i'm freaking ugly :|
most of my friends are pretty/have nice BODY ~
thats why they have boyfriends and etc (who cares seriously?)
im like uhhhh, k i suck :D failure to the 'woman race'

i freaking hate my boobs -_-
cause its so extra ~ it gets in my way !
its like seriously fats.... i dont understand why some girls wants it bigger
and go for implants and etc -_-'' to make it BIG
geezzz ~ boobs = extra weight.. makes running HARD

third
i tired acting 'cute' and i can freaking puke blood at myself
it was the most disgusting thing one can ever do ~_~'
i can't believe i did that ~ its a good thing no one was home
cannot imagine if someone spotted me -_-'
i swear i will wear a paper bag on my face if that happens
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DISSIDIA DUODICEM : FINAL FANTASY
3 march 2011(japan)! the eng should be by june? i guess
i can't wait for the game ! im so excited :D
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next year jan ~ going for interview
im gonna work at nex . NTUC -_-''... 4.90 per hour part time
im not willing to work.. but i have to ~_~ i dont want my mom
go nagging at me ~ geez ! i hate it when she nags at me -_-'
i dont like it. like who the FUCK likes it -_-

so tired ~ maybe going to bed ~
hmm maybe before going to bed ~~~
i shall watch Koisuru Bouku OVA episode 2 ;x ! HEH HEH HEH tata !

21-22 dec
had a fun chalet night,din sleep at all till morning
went home with siew kiang and wei ting
reached home around 7am + in the morning slept till evening

the chalet was one of the best/worst ever
best at the night time ! it was like terrible
sharing a room with kids -_- so noisy ! anyway we din sleep
so who cares? right? like duhh ! night time pajamas party
awesome ! here's a picture of everyone wearing pjs


midnight everyone talks about ghost story
fun and terrible at the time ;) ! oh well its worth going

today one of the worst day ever
after all my family is kinda falling apart now
terrible -_- tml Christmas ~ dont feel like going anymore
no mood for it.. terrible ....

i felt like i dont have the ability to love ._.
oh well who cares .. at most don't marry ~ no big deal?
i guess? * sigh *

so this year is really busy to the core..
this is the over all for the month at the moment ~

Dec 6
Last exam paper ~ WEEE !

Dec 7-8
Rest

Dec 9, help miss chew on stuff
(din go was too lazy)

Dec 10-11,
Dye Hair with Wei xin and Samantha
Evening Chalet (came back in the middle of the night)

Dec 12-15
Rest

Dec 16-17
Wei xin's Birthday Chalet
(Came home at 17 night time ~ slept till the morning)

Dec 18
Rest at home ~

Dec 19
Audi Fam house 'Christmas' outing
exchanging presents

Dec 20
Rest

Dec 21-22
Mei Hui's Church chalet
(Came home at 22 early morning to sleep, cause din even sleep)

Dec 23
Nitejsha's Farewell party
At first i tot it was her birthday party~ but it wasnt
so my previous post was a typo.. too lazy to edit

Half way through the party
went out with wei xin,mei yun,yvonne,fiona
and kevin(xin's bf ~ din invite him. but he came along...)

Dec 24
End of the day was canceled. due to...
sylvia wanna do christmas shopping
WORST DAY EVER IN MY LIFE...........
FUCK MY LIFE ! PISSED OFF TOTALLY

Dec 25 (Family time)
Christmas ~
FUCK MY LIFE TIME OF THE YEAR

Dec 26-27
REST
during this time need to check exam results

Dec 28
KARAOKE with
wei xin,mei yun, yvonne and fiona(maybe)

Dec 29-30
MAYBE FREE
MAYBE NOT
depend who last minute call....

Dec 31 (maybe)
Either going out with Audi FAM HOUSE or
PRI SCHOOL FRIENDS or SEC SCHOOL FRIENDS
i dont know -_-'' either way.....

FUCK MY LIFE...
SO BUSY THIS MONTH
hardly got time to rest.. best part
every monday to friday 8pm swimming...
no swimming unless its rainning/going out

SO MUCH FOR 2010 ! FUCK THAT
FUCK MY LIFE TOTALLY ! XIALAN YEAR
ITS A TOTAL 70% OF BAD LUCK ! AND ONLY 30% LUCKY

I HOPE 2011 WOULD BE A BETTER !
AND IN ANOTHER FEW MORE DAYS
FAREWELL 2010 !!!! AND FUCK MY LIFE 2011
COS MY ASSING BROTHER IS COMING BACK SINGAPORE

^@%*%(@#$@%(#@%($%@(%(@%$FUCK !!!

16-18 dec 2010
chalet, xinxin's chatlet
it was fun ! compare to all the previous years :D
had a great time ! its worth going there

actually i came home on the 17 dec night time
stayed one night only lol ;x

19 went out with audi fam house friends
it was fun ! watched tron ;D it was a great movie
after the movie dinner, exchange present.
got a 'handi-massager' from jelly ;D its awesome
played clad's present call ' fucked up cards'
almost all the questions damn fucked up lOLOLOLOL epicness
but it was fun :D ! worth going too ! can't wait for the next fam outing

tml going for mei hui's chalet ;) ! i shall do a post when i'm home !
actually it was a last minute kind of chalet lOL
but i'm willing to go ! this year is gonna be a good year for me :D

i'm so busy ! so many outings !
my body feet kinda tone up now O; !
not as tired as i used to be ;D ! k thats all bye !

for my life i have never hated the number 6
though people say number 6 is a satanic number.
but i kinda like the number 6 cause it's my birthday number.

In my life span that i live till today ~ Dec 6 2010
it was the only 6 in my life that i ever hated
it was turning theory exam. during that day more like the day before
dec 5. i could not even sleep -.- .. oh yes i did sleep at 12am +
and woke up in the middle of the night !! 3am ! can't sleep at all
used the com/studied a bit ~ geezzz ! went to school late for 10mins
but made it into the examination hall ! lucky me ~~~~~

Number 13.. some people say unlucky number
but i too seriously like that number ! LOL !
something must be wrong with me ._.'

k done complaining about that shit day
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i'm so busy !!
i'm not free from
dec 9-11, 16-19, 23-25 and maybe 31

Dec 9, Today/Later in the morning.
going back to school to help miss chew and her stuff

DAMMIT ! fuck that ! i finally get hold of my holidays !
and now you want me to go back help D: !! NOOOOOOOO!!!

Dec 10-11,
Morning, 10am.
Dye Hair with Wei xin and Samantha

Evening Chalet (maybe going but i'm kinda lazy !!)

Dec 12-15
-break- (not sure got anyone gonna ask me out)

Dec 16-17
Wei xin's Birthday
she's having a chalet at downtown east.
Haven get her Birthday present !! *Screams*

Dec 18
Mei hui's Outing (not sure what outing,made an appointment with her)

Dec 19
Audi Fam house 'Christmas' outing
maybe going karaoke or cycling
exchanging presents

Dec 20-22
-Break again- like i say not sure anyone gonna book me or not ~

Dec 23
Nitejsha's Birthday at
BBQ pit number 14 at Paris ris park

Dec 24
Outing with Wei xin and Mei yun
Exchanging Presents

Dec 25 (Family time)
Christmas ~
not sure going where this year ~~~

Dec 26-30
-Break time- *sigh*
during this time need to check exam results

Dec 31 (maybe)
Going out with friends
not sure who, but got a feeling they may call me out
to celebrate the last day of 2010 ~

2011
FML
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Its like the whole of dec, im so gonna be broke !
i left like 60 bucks at the moment ~
i would ask another 20 bucks from dad :\ but...
after mei hui's outing i'm sure broke to the core ! FML

Fam outing ... dont know what to buy ~_~'
need to buy 1 present...but i'm so worried !!
i dont know what to buy ! what if its not nice D; !
dammit !

Nitejsha's birthday ~ setted an alarm on my handphone
so that the day before i would remember !!!
haven buy her present ~~~~~~~~~

xinxin and yun's outing...
xin's present DONE
Yun not yet !!

this year ! SUCH A BUSY YEAR !
this is the first time my December holiday been filled up
almost to the max ._.'' no wonder people say 18th birthday
good year/busy year =_= now i seriously get it

(whatever below here from 2007 was copied from my old post)

2007
FML why am i so retarded back then..
so colourful as well ! omfg -.-'
its just 3 years ago ! not that far !!! =_='
well the year i started blogging ~~~~~
seriously i din even post any update/data about dec
whether im busy or not... retarded me -.-'

2008
wtf still so colourful, it fucking burns my eyes
seriously why am i such a dumb ass 2 years ago?!
fuck that ! even more retarded then ever
and same fucking thing no update/data
about busy/going out/whatever

2009(ahh much better a bit of information)
i wont' be free on
23 dec = audi frens outing
24 dec = wei xin, mei yun and yvonne outing
24(midnite start)-26 dec = cousin chalet
27 dec = going out wif meow :D
28 dec maybe going out wif zandy and wei ting :D LOL

but compare to this year's outing
its so damn little ! when this year its like almost the whole dec
been taken away !! good thing my holidays till april
can slack till then ;D

my mom even take up my Mon-Fri peace time
8pm-9pm
Mon,Wed,Fri
Swimming

Tue,Thur
Jogging

and she say
this is for ur own good, you're getting fat!
MUST SLIM DOWN BEFORE SCHOOL REOPEN !
omg this is HELL !! GEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

So tired ! So hungry D: !
swimming.. still okay ~~ JOGGING ! DAMN !
my stamina for running is low !!
this is seriously torture ~_~'

SO BUSY !! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
recently i been pissed off so damn easily for unknown reason !
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Next year i'm so gonna go to the cosplay event -_-
this year not even free to go !! D:! i wanna try cosplaying !!
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seriously about blog posts
i never regret posting any ~ after all
its the INTERNET whatever i post here
the whole world can see it ._. and some people are dumb
made a blog. din set it private ~ then when some enemy found out the blog
they delete the post/change the link -_-' childish !

'dare to post,dare to admit it'
thats my blog motto O: !

well its a cool thing that blogs can save
all the retarded stuff that i post during my teenage years
well im still a teenager now ._.' but in the future i wont be 1 anymore ):
i started blogging at 2007. just by reading the post again
it made me say ' FUCK MY LIFE ' why am i so retarded!?
seriously so many dumb shit mistakes i ever made -.-'
worst case i sounded like some uneducated girl -_- geez !

but it was kinda funny reading it back
it was embarrassing but still. that's me 3 years back
the 'me' today is much more different.

time flies so fast ~ * sigh *

its been a long time since i blogged !
like a real real real real real long time ~ k maybe not that long.. 1 month only LOL

i have a thing for male blonde hair characters
doesnt matter anime/real life/game ~ no idea why ._.''

oh well back to the topic of life
recently been kinda busy ~ since with year end exams here and stuff
which freaking-ly makes life ' wonderful '

is something the matter? that's the question
YES SOMETHING MATTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~
i want my holidays ~ i kinda envy the secondary and primary school kiddies
they are having holidays now ~ since their year end shit exam just ended

* random mode *

oh gee i seriously hope a tank came out of no where and blast down my school
so that exams can be postpone to another day/time

18 year old.. i still like anime/manga/games

7-12 somewhat crazy over POKEMON and hell yeah i like satoshi/ash
whatever his name is in japanese or english
knew almost all season 1 pokemon in CHINESE cause i watch it in CHINESE
cannot get along with some asses in my pri school. cause they watch it in ENGLISH
and called me a freak for watching it in CHINESE. HOW NICE
SON OF A BITCH ! i swear if time can go back to that day
i would fucking whack the daylight out of them -_-'

found out i like drawing ~ learned drawing pokemons awesome
and now i dont even know how to draw pokemon anymore ): !

crazy over play station 1 games : HARVEST MOON : BACK TO NATURE

12-13 the 'year of saiyuki ' and its the year i taught myself how to
draw japanese looking manga characters with my mad craze for goku ~
started out with a game named 'saiyuki' which is nothing related to gensomaden saiyuki
then i realize omg this ' gensomaden saiyuki ' the goku sanzo hakkai look cute
k i dont like gojyo.. he's hair is like a freaking roach ~

13-14 like wow suddenly gone ' kuku ' over inuyasha
i could even draw him,think of him and stuff
that was like oh my god? pure otaku? going gaga over inuyasha

crazy over play station 2 games
aka : KINGDOM HEARTS 1 and 2
it was a damn addictive game

15-today(18)
watch all kinds of anime, played all sorts of game
got myself a play station portable at my 17th birthday/christmas gift
bought a psp just to play kingdom hearts birth by sleep
well of cause i did play other games such a final fantasy VII : Crisis Core
Hatsune Miku : Project Diva 1 and 2 ~ FairyTail ~ Bleach and etc
had a great time with it ~ loved it but desperately wants a play station 3 ):

english improved, singlish ~ trying not to use it as much as i used to during
my younger days at blogger. loads of singlish = sounds ' ah lian '

after being expose to final fantasy related stuff ~ or more like
square enix related stuff ~ i turn out like having a ' liking/love'
for blue eyed male characters/blonde male characters
as for reality i don't really go gaga over blonde haired guys/blue eyed
though i like jesse mccartney ;x cause he's so awesome :D

after many years i still playing harvest moon LOL !
i wish to have a nintendo ds ): ~ cause all the nice harvest moon games are there
even kingdom hearts 358/2 ! like OMG !!!!! I WANT PLAY

k maybe im nuts over kingdom hearts at the moment ~
i just love games so much ): !
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Back to topic again

life is getting boring as years come by ~
i'm already 18 ~ and there are times i wish i was a child again
when i was a child. i always wish to be older ~ but seriously
life suck ): being older = more responsibility,
being younger = everything is done for you. nothing to worry about
make a mess and trouble . you wont get any shit from it
doing something stupid now = DOOMED

being 18 ~ i don't even feel like 18
i feel like i'm 16 ~ i dont get this ' awesome ' feeling of being 18
like when i tell some of my online friends im 18
they were like WOAH OMG COOL ! CAN BUY THIS THIS THAT THAT
i'm like...... yeah right cool ~ -_-' i don't feel cool at all geezzz

i'm getting bored of private server maple
and even audition ~ currently playing my psp...
and i turn out to be a lazy ass now ~_~ oh well whatever lazy to type already

lol so long never blog already and yeah my keyboard is 1 of all the button dead
its the arrow button ~ the button that points < left ! its DEAD ): who cares going to buy new one soon ! i think because of water then its spoiled -_-' some water must have drip in D: ! sad ! this keyboard been with me for 4 years already !! and now its dead zzz 1 button dead i mean ~_~' shit ! so fast 2 weeks worth of holiday just ended like POOF ! gone for good geez i want more holidays ~ and yeah im getting it soon in 2 months + time going for higher nitec :D ! and yeah... this suck -_- 5 months holiday too long but don't mind and also ~ EW need to work ! i don't want to work T_T i hate working ! but i have tooooo~ since mom was like nagging about me being at home so annoying ~ so need to find part time job ew ! life as a gm at soso ~ life at audition no time to go ~ so busy D: ! coupled Hiccups~ LMAO life as a student school so boring ~ turning work shop sucks and project teacher ew zz life at home peaceful but getting weird cause kim started to talk to me more like wow life at Psp : kingdom hearts birth by sleep ~ ew i hate terra -_-' ~
don't wish to play finish his story but have to ): ! no choice if i wanna know the secret ending

and URGHHH SCHOOOL ! starting sooon ! so fast monday coming ! EW
i dont want to go schoolllllllllllllllllllll ~ monday so long ~ 8 to 5 -_-'''
LONG HOURS REALLY KILLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !
well that's all for now (: ! k see ya !

woah almost a month since i posted
lets start with 19 sept the day i went out with selena
(well its her 1st day of being 18 years old and she had to baby with me)
AHHAHAAHAH !! it was a great epic day on that day

first fetch rachelle then ballet then follow up with chinese class
her mom was already there so yeah ~ she took over
her mom gave me 50 bucks so me and selena decided to watch a movie
after movie zoom home !

it was the last week of school during that time

-x-

wednesday on that week i think ? went out with xinxin and jing ping
after school to watch resident evil : after life

-x-

on the following week's saturday we went to play pool
kinda epic and but it was fun ;D ! i like it ^^

-x-

3 days ago sunday
my brother's birthday,we did a weird way of birthday celebrating for him
like webcam style since he's at sweden LOL
sadly he can't eat the cake so my niece eat it in his place

-x-

k done..

recently kim(my sis in law) keep talking to me O:
no idea why ~ don't want to know why either.
this sat need to bring rachelle to her piano class.

so yeah ! alot of things happening
i finally become a gm like woot ;D happy

i also happy about my kingdom hearts
cause finally kingdom hearts birth by sleep came out
having fun with it at the moment ;D
downloaded it on the sunday(19 sept) early morning AHEM !

tml going back to school to do project :\ !
friday going out to sakura
sat rachelle's piano
sun < free i think?
next week dunno when need to go back to school for turning extra lesson ):
that suck seriously ! i want more holidays !!

k bye *continue playing kingdom hearts *

have not blogged again LOL too lazy
back to school already ): sian ! tsk tsk tsk

another time then update bye !

yay back from school ;D kinda tired.
mei yun was having a bad day. cause her brother was like annoying her

so we kinda like leave school for 1hour and came back
cause she need to go to the bank to transfer money and end of the day cannot
don't know why. maybe account problem or whatever ~~~~~

helped miss chew on her stuff. hopefully thursday she'll help us on my project

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My mom is like a superwoman,
she cook, she cleans, she take care of the family
and every time when i din do something or bring something
she would know. like i don't know how~ but she just know it LOL

today i din bring my umbrella cause it was quite sunny
but on the way home on the bus. it suddenly rain
not long later my mom called and asked. did i bring my umbrella?
i told her no. i din not ~

when i reach my house bus stop
my mom was already there waiting for me.
she even bought a pair of slippers for me to change
she knew that i would wet my shoes.

sometime i do think my mom is such a wonder person and sometimes ~
no ~ cause she's like a demon LOL ! cause she can be really fierce and scary at times
she always nag about how heavy or irritating am i
but one think for sure. she still care

but whatever she do, she'll think of our family first then herself
no matter how many year pass. she still remain the same
i'm glad that i have a great mom ;}

Just be friends ~ all we gotta do is just be friends *
kakuyuugouro nisa *

* sings just be friends and meltdown * LOL

k that was random
now days i been listening to vocaloid songs. no idea why. like kinda addicted.
but i kinda like the niconico chorus type. where all the different people sing together.
kinda interesting ;D lol !

so boring ~ 1 week of holiday left before school reopen ): sian
later need to sms joey and marcus to remind them about tml project
mafan ~ i so lazy ~ but still need to go ); geezzzzzzz

10am to ~ i dunno evening i guess? hahahah zzzzz

i wonder how selena survive ?
for me just 1 week of holiday only i already feel so bored.
aieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee im dying of boredness ~~~~~~~~

ahh lazy to type k bye

woahh sibei bo liao ! in the middle of the bloody night cannot sleep
101% i got insomnia ~ not just me, selena as well ):
geezz this is so sickening !! im dying of boredness.
and during this kind of time like not much people come online

im so bored till i come here to blog LOl !

Y.O.G holiday seriously is damn boring to the max !
yeah im happy that i have holiday but also sad. cause nothing to do.
oh well maybe i should blog about yesterday

went out with wei xin to watch salt.
not bad that movie. weird ending thats all.
after the movie wei xin came to my house downstairs the psp shop
well we both bought new psp casing ~ since our old 1 was like
SCRATCHED LIKE GODLY MAD LOL ! so yeah ~~~~~~~

after that~ went to my house to ' grow mushroom '
not long later her dad called. so she need to go ~ yeah..
so end of the day like that :D ~ at nite chit chat with corey

and also now im crazy over fairy tail that anime
no idea why. somewhat thinks natsu and gray are cool ;]
maybe after reading fairy tail chaper 71.5 Omake : Watch out for that guy
hmmmm natsu is so attracting ;D !
so far he's the only pink haired anime guy that i can say
HOT and CUTE instead of GAY no idea why LOL

recently been talking to corey and alex alot O;
though both of them are from the opposite side of the world
hmm sounds like they came from another world LOL ! JK

ahhhhh so lazy ~ i feel short when i hear corey say he's 6 inch taller then me
RAWRRRRRRR why so tall !! so evil ~ oh well he lives in the land of giants
cannot be blamed x_x ! everyone is tall and big there D: unlike singapore
tiny island tiny people ~ k maybe not so TINY lololololoLOLOLOLOLOLOL !

k bye too lazy to type MOAH ! tata :D

yay holiday till end of the month.
FINALLY BOUGHT MY MEMORY STICK !! YAY :D
i have not been doing much. i was too lazy recently. maybe i shall start blogging back
i really miss my secondary school friend real badly. (i regrets not cherishing it during those days)
it was really fun,great,wonderful and full of surprise everyday.
mr tang was such a great teacher, he never give up on us.
just that i was a douche bag doing that time. hated school
yeah till today i still don't really enjoy school. for unknown reason
plus i hate working .. worst case i had a weird dream yesterday ~ about me
working at the maid cafe... like what the hell !!! crazy dream.. hope it don't come true

currently being in ite. is really boring at times like this.
most of my classmates are dudes and its really hard to even ask them out..
for just a movie as normal classmate/friends
cause it feels wrong ~ like how to say.. they may get it wrong.
or whatever i don't care ~and also they are ALWAYS LATE
i hate waiting for people and people waiting for me );
i feel its stupid making people wait so long.. when you already reach there.
1min to 1 hour still okay.. can understand.. the train station/bus alot of people
but making people wait for 2-4hours long is just RIDICULOUS !

the only female classmate i currently have is mei yun :\
from pri school to secondary school till now LOL
fated to be in the same school and class :D yay
but sadly mei yun live very far.. feel bad calling her out

and also i'm like trying to keep long hair =_='
to make sure my mother doesnt go nagging about it.
she just wants me to be lady like. which sadly i can't
i dunno why either. ~ just felt like that x_x'
its real hard for me.. cause i hate skirts... dresses... stupid make up...heels..
hand bag.... and etc ~ many other shits

i LIKE
shirts,jeans,pants,shorts,sling bag,sneakers,slippers and many other stuff that guys like to wear
it feels nice to wear them. don't need to think too much on what to dress
SHEEEEEEZZZZZZZ

so yeah... now im also keeping long nails ~
cant keep long nails in school cause. dirt may get into it and etc ~ troublesome
keeping it for the fun of it. the last time i had nails was half a year ago.
having problem keeping them =_='.. cause it makes me wanna cut them LOL

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recently i been complaining so much
and screw diets ~ mom keep making me do it.. geez

im damn worried about my project !
what to do ~!! at this rate we are really gonna get C and fail! then can't go higher nitec
that is really terrible to the max !! so worried ! so worried !!!

i really wish if only my project teacher wasn't a dumb ass =_=
it did be better if he got some disease or sickness ~ and some other teacher take over !
AHHH GEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

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i swear this is gonna be a long post... i'm so not gonna edit any english typo or
any shit that i have type wrongly here =_= too damn lazy ~ im gonna EXPLODE everything here

like fuck that !
sometime i feel so angry that i can murder people !
but seriously i won't do it. i don't wanna go to jail =_= worst case hang to death..
bad record = hard to find job ! AHHHH SEE
i think too much again ! screw my brain for that !

why everytime i wanna do something i'll think of what will happen later
and my fucking future ! screw that.. maybe not LOL

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now onemanga.com shut down already
so sickening.. not much new updates at other side of the manga area...
i swear they leech off onemanga.com !!! assesssssssssssss

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facebook getting boring as well.. everyday i been playing castle age..
chit chating... and etc...

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yeah.. played my psp... but kinda getting bored of the games LOL

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i wanna go other country and have fun !
i wanna see snow ): ! why singapore no snow ); so sad like hell !!

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now im so hungry....mom's idea =_=
breakfast 1 small slice of bread..
lunch cereal ~
dinner mom's cooking

IM DYING ! im like a tyrannosaurs ! i need meatttttttt
lots and lots of FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
sometimes i feel like i can jump out of my window and bite somebody
(if i was a vampire ) LOL ! * thinks too much *

hmmm my imaginary level is pretty high ! :D

sadly my drawing skills.. down skill ); sad !
but who cares ! as long i still can draw..
ahhh i wanna be a manga artist ~ or something.. sadly not possible in singapore
so sickening ): !! why singapore so square headed... GEEZZZZZZZ

i must learn not to talk too much singlish =_=
too much le la lor ah bo blah blah blah ):
its so harddddd ); !!!

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sometimes i wonder. imagine 10 years down the road.
i read back everything i type since 2007
one thing for sure i did enjoy life at some point of life.
and some point of life. i did wish i don't exist ~

but im happy that i exist.
cause i get to meet so many people that i never knew
hehehehehehe

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SCREW THE FACT THAT SOME PEOPLE TYPE BULL SHITS ON THEIR BLOG
AND LIE ABOUT IT. TO MAKE PEOPLE PITY THEM !!
FUCK YOU ! SCREW YOU ! NO LIFE ASSESSSSSSS

THIS TOTALLY MAKE ME EXPLODE ! LIKE BOOOOOOOMMMMMMMM
SO ANGRY LIKE FUCK ! WHEN I READ THEIR POSTS !
TOTALLY BULL SHIT ! WHEN YOU CONFRONT THEM
THEY DELETE THE FUCKING POST AND SAY 'NO I DID NOT POST THAT !'
URGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

WHATEVER I TYPE HERE I'LL ADMIT WHAT I DO !
AND I WON'T FUCKING DELETE IT EITHER !!!
GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZZ

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ahhhhhhhhhhhh much better. after blah-ing everything out.
K BYE ! im going to watch anime now tata

screw the fact that school is 5 times a week =_=

screw the fact that plurk is not working ~ for unknown reasons

screw the fact that my project teacher is a pain the ass

screw everything la ! GEEZZZZZZZZ

1/4 of the year left. school ending and im fucking scared that i will FAIL !
due to a certain pain in the ass teacher. if only he wasn't a faggot !
i been like complaining over and over ~ for unknown reason

i feel like my life just shorten

screw the fact that girls need to be in shape/slim to get a boyfriend
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL actually that was random lOl !
more like
screw the face that people judge people by looks !
YEAH THATS FUCKING RIGHT BITCH ! HAHAHA BYE !

yay i have not blog for a long time ~ like yeah LOL
too lazy somehow? i spend most of my time at forum(private server maple)

i somehow quitted audi already. too lazy to play -.-"

and yeah ~ i haven even buy my memory stick for my psp
worst case the shop that i buy from shuts down already lOLOLOLOLOL
too lazy to blog what happen ~ i'll just blog about yesterday

yesterday i went for sylvia's birthday ~ we went to the k-box with
uncle william,kimberly and rachelle ~
kinda shocking to see kimberly sing lol ! seriously
had a great time. played with rachelle LOL

came back at 11pm ++ tired ):
worst thing was like my feet hurts =_=''
due to the new shoe. the back of the shoe kinda rub against my feet~
some of my skin came out =_=' pain like hell ~~~~~~~~

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH thats all lazy to type!!
anything msn me instead ~ motoko_reload@hotmail.com LOL k bye

its been a long time since i blogged.
during the holidays i did a few fun stuff ;]
what i did from 9 june'10 to 4 july'10?

went out with sylvia jie for movies.

went out with wei xin for movies and shopping
the shopping part kinda epic adventure lol.

went out with my parents + wei xin to east coast beach to bbq
it was a fun and great day. went roller blading with wei xin too.

went out for chalet with classmates.it was kinda terrible
came back half dead. kinda suffered there.
when i reach home my arm was like aching like mad
it was really painful.

went out with my brother and his family to the beach
eat alot and had alot of fun. even though i don't really like his wife.
but it was okay. since its been a long time.
since we all go out together to have fun and stuff like that.
my brother is kinda troublesome. keep calling in the morning
to change time/place to go. kinda tired on that day.

*whispers* i still haven buy my psp modify memory stick
(read the post before this one for more detail)

i keep saying " ok im gonna buy it today ! "
end of the day also never buy !! ALAMAK !!
maybe later after school im going to buy.. NO WAIT
im going mei yun's house after school. so i'll be buying it on tue
AH DAMN !! ): so sorry my dear psp. you needa wait for meeeeeeeeee
AHEMMMMMMMMMMMMM !!! back to topic.

alot of crazy stuff happened too much to be listed here.

and yeah, i have resume back to private server maple.
currently playing c's ms. im a donor there.
i did a gm app. sadly no more picking of gms.
due to im late for 1 week LOL cause the week before
they already pick a gm ): !! needa wait for the next time.

during the holiday i also played audi. but rarely.
i spend more time at c's ms. once a mapler always a mapler.

well in 6 hours time im going back to school.
this will be my final term of the year.
and i'll be going higher nitec. hopefully after that go poly.
im getting scare somehow. -sigh-

time pass so fast and my holidays always feel so short.
i'll study for another 6 week then holiday again for 2 weeks.
then study 6 week again then holiday 2 weeks..
after that final year exam.. tsk ~_~

currently i can't sleep at all i dont even know why.not sleepy
kinda worry for my dad. he's been sick for a week already.
i hope he get well soon :| ! im scared if anything happens to him
im really scare.....

whenever i think about the time he went to the hospital 2 years ago.
i'm really scare of losing my dad.. not just him.. my mom as well.
2 years ago.. so many things happened.. its like so sudden..
it makes me scare. really scare...sometimes i even cried.
there are even times i wish someone could help me...
but i really don't know who to go to....for...help...
-sigh- can somebody save me? i don't even know
i am beyond help.. or not ~

Woah my days gone wild lol (not really ROFL)
i shall blog about monday's epic-ness hahaha
tue i was at home all the time so nothing much to blog about

this shall be my part 1 post for the day
cos later 12.30pm meeting wei xin ;> its 12am + now
shall blog part 2 later. haha

it started out like this ~monday woke up at 12nn +
1.30 made my way out of the house. going to meet mei yun.wei xin and eddy
zirui din come cause he was at malaysia ~

so xin and yun reached pasir'is interchange first
then i reach there abit too early LOL so we decided to have lunch cause
meeting time with eddy is 3pm and we reached there like 2.15 LOL

after lunch meet eddy at downtown east
thats when the epic-ness started
we can't book a chalet cause we're not above 18 only mei yun
then mei yun don't have ntuc card so.. she call her sister to come
we wait till 5pm ++ LOL from 3pm + to 5pm + tired k :X

after that everyone go back
me and xin took mrt to city hall and kinda got lost LOL !
cause we ain't sure where is paragon LOL !! so we walk around asking people
then reach paragon.. dunno where the crumper bag shop
walk over all the mall LOL ! till go up wrong floor come back down

the bag was $163 dollars so expensive.
i left 150 bucks.. so i ask xin pay for me first then i pass her 150
epic thing was like .. got discount for starhub user...
so the money that went in xin's wallet come out and give the counter LOL
so end up 10% discount. so the bag is $146 LOL

-why i got so much money? i ask from my brother LOL ! he say
if i wan to buy anything ask money from him LOL i took 200 bucks ;x
paid 35 bucks for chalet. 15 + lunch + snacks + top up ez-link LOL
so end of the day left like 4-5 dollars left ~ 2 dollar note and the rest coins :D

after that we go home..
from city hall to dhoby ghaut ~ we din take the purple line
cause damn alot of people so we took the circle line... kinda wulu there
and the biggest epic-ness of the day ~~
my psp modify stuff disappear so i modify my psp again.. and then.. !!!
i dropped my modify memory stick(2 gb) !
AHHHHHHHHHHH IN BETWEEN THE STUPID MRT CHAIR ROFL !!
THEN CANNOT COME OUT LMAO !! WTF !!
then thats it la ! GONE FOR GOOD LOL !! i need to buy a new
memory stick again later ): walan ! xia suey leh ! the hole so fking small also can drop in
then gone for good le KNS.. cannot find cannot see cannot do anything
WAHHHH I WANNA CRY LE T_T !! SAD DIE !!

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ): forget it..
don't wan blog le. blog already.. think of memory stick i wanna cry D: !KNS bye

its been few days since i blogged LOL too lazy !!
few days ago i cut my hair ;D now short hair already HAHAHA

today was the last day of exam damn happy ok !
no more exam ! stress free ! holiday !
after exam, went to watch shrek forever after
with wei xin,mei yun,zirui and eddy

on the way to century square(cs) i saw solo and faith together ;D !
omg * fan girl squeal AHHHH with faith * LOL so long never see her
can't wait for the next outing with her ;D

then watch movie ~ after the movie
had dinner with xinxin ;D
went home together, played dj max with her ;D
sadly cannot pvp anymore ): dunno why keep dcing sad zz

reach home my mom bought me keroro movie 3 LOL
damn cool :D i watched it already but i don't mind watching again LOL !!

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there was this rumour about durga getting married
dunno true or not o_o her facebook was like having tat all over !

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HOLIDAY IS HERE ! TIME TO GO OUT WEEEEEEEEEE !!
i doubt got time to even audi with the outing rate now LOl

thats all bye ;x

wahhh so sick -.- fucking stomachache in the middle of the night
why everytime exam coming or what so ever important stuff
i'll start to fall sick =.= wa piang leh zzzz

somehow i kinda made it for my micostation ;D
draw and printed it in time ^^ ( happy )

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Damn shag this few days ~
i dunno why la... so fuggy tired
and then today mr xialan tan, fking xialan zzz
don't know whats his problem. hope he just die or something during the holiday
then can change teacher -.- best either he dies or demote ! WOOHOO BITCH

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June holiday coming le ;D ! so happy !! 3 june to 4 july
maybe during this time can audi and go out ;D hehehehehe

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i find that nitejsha is kinda annoying... its like..
when she friends with her she kinda ignore us.
and when she has no 1 with her she'll sms me
and ask where are we? we (meiyun,weixin,jin ping and i)
i really don't know what to say ):

and where is YVONNE LEE JIN ROU
from like last year mid year till now i still haven seen her !!
i wonder how is she now? ;| i really don't know

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i spend my days playing Dj Max Black Square ;D
addicted to the song '' ready now, landscape and heart of witch ''
kinda nice ;D ! i love those songs ;x !!
but i hate the club missions ): SO FUCKING HARD
SOMEBODY PLEASE TEACH ME HOW TO DO FEVER x 4 !!!
i can't even do a 3x only sometimes lucky ==' and i don't get it either ~

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i hate mei yun sometimes ==' cos she always writes
some random stuff in chinese which is damn CHIM i don't even get it
then she say LEARN CHINESE PLEASE !! kns i cmi );
easy chinese still okay ~ chim chinese like uhhh?

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TML LAST DAY OF SCHOOL !! WEEEEEEEEEEEE
then last 2 days of exam will be 2 and 3 june
3-4pm ! but i need to reach school at 2.30
aieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee im kinda scare ! ;(

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and congrats to shuhao for having new couple ;D !!
okay i don't know LOL !! cause his blog is like
sounded like he got a new couple ! :X popular fella
(when you marry in audi must invite me ah !!) :X
- ps if you don't have cpl LOL ! cause it sounded like you have 1 in your blog-

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thats all * lazy *

Frankly speaking i'm too lazy too do a blog post so yeah~
read my plurk for my daily updates at the side bar ~ ( on the right side)

i'll just blog about my sunday (23 may)
went out for late mother's day with my parents, kim,rachelle and sylvia
we had some buffet ~ don't really like it ~ cause '' i r picky eater ''
after that i made my mom buy me some japanese pocky (pocky chocolate fran)
omg it taste so good ! but its freaking expensive !! 1 for 3.90 ):
and 1 jelly qoo orange. which is 3.40 ! my gosh !
not long later i had hokkaido green tea ice cream with rum and raisins ;D
thats all i guess ~

today (monday)
i din even go to school i was too lazy plus
mei yun din go to school either ~ haha so i guess its okay?
i bet mr foo is gonna kill me for sure. next term no more nonsenses of mine

wei xin came over to my house at 3+ to 5+

i was bored ;| ! and hell yeah my audi acc single ;D ! who cares
i'm too lazy to do anything already cause i'm tired ~ and im old :| !

THIS WEEK LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL THEN HOLIDAY ! YAY !

recently i been playing dj max and watching keroro gunso !
i like the movies hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe !!

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i have got insomnia already ~ geez
i slept at 5am and woke up automatically at 11
great ! wonderful ~~~~~~~~~~~~

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im gonna cut off my long hair -.-
and let it regrow ~ cos my hair too imba

Boomz! updates ;D
kenji ( on the right wearing white shirt ) is such a biatch
he was biatching that solo and absolom not here and said
"should know don't come..since they not here don't want see you "
FUCK YOU LA SON OF A BITCH !! NOT LIKE I LIKE YOU AND YOUR
IRRITATING MOTHER !! NOT SAY I ALSO WANT TO SEE YOUR
FUCKED UP PIECE OF SHIT FACE !! ITS WAS BECAUSE YOU'RE MY
FUCKING COUSIN! IF YOU'RE NOT I WOULD HAVE WHACK THE
SHIT OUT OF YOU ! FOR SAYING SUCH A FUCKED UP THING IN MY FACE
FUCK LA ! GROW UP PLEASE ! BIATCH !!!
this picture is taken on 1 may(early celebrating on mother's day and dad's birthday)

i have not blog for awhile due to im lazy
5 days never blog LOL

the past few days never do anything much lor
who cares ~ !!

mother's day i bought my mom pink roses ;D she love 'em
daddy's birthday i bought him a pink piglet pillow LOL damn cool

another 2 and a half weeks more to SCHOOL HOLIDAY ! YAY
i just can't wait for it ;x !! hur hur hur !!

im going to bed now
tml need to go for p.e this week's lesson i cannot miss any day
cause my mircostation teacher KPKB ALREADY
i don't know why so noisy TSK !

i'll just have to bare with it ! 2 and a half weeks more ! JYJY !
then mid year exam le ): ! must come back during the holidays to do exam
so sian ! so shitty also ! ): k la im going to sleep le
TML 7am need to wake up le ! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

woot i have not blogged like in 123456678999 hours ++ ROFL !!
that was random i swear ROFL ! i was too lazy to blog thats all
tml mr foo is gonna CHOP my head ! on friday i din come to school
so as monday and tueday ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

friday i went back to sec sch with xinxin and yun
omg i really miss plmgss so much ): i rather go back 2005 ONE MORE TIME
i would be really really happy !! i won't ask for more ): !

monday was like too lazy to go school since yun aint coming
tueday was like also too lazy cos same reason yun never come LOL

so in like 5hours 30mins ++ time i need to go to school
and mr foo is gonna CHOPPPPP MEEEEEE AHHHHHH !!
damn ! and also tml im gonna watch IP-MAN 2 with xinxin ;D!!

not long ago i totally FLARED and EXPLODED due to
downloading Automatic from tokio hotel

SO BLOOD HARDY TO FIND ONE BLOODY SONG !
ITS LIKE NO MEDIAFIRE VERSION! AND DAMN FUCKED UP
i spend 1 hour ++ just to find 1 stupid song D:
i downloaded it before but it was a acoustic version ): !!
so i decided to download the original one ;D and i totally KABOOOMMEDDD
cause a lot of places say need to pay $ or like invalid or ERROR
WA LAN ! KNN! totally FLARE LIKE FUCK ! ZZZZ
end of the day i went to youtube and type '' humanoid album automatic ''
i should have done that in the first place =.= so stupid of me !!

i regret sleeping in the day ( taking a nap )
now i can't even sleep ! damn it D: !
i did that so i can lie to my mom say i did went to sch~
come back damn sleepy take a nap =3=''
yeah yeah i know i was wrong to do that.
but i can't let her know i din go to school
or she'll be really mad and angry at me ~ i don't wanna be nag by her
cause monday i already never go ~ and she already make noise
so yeah... like that lor ): what else ???

im going crazy =.='' !! my diet aint working too ;D cos
my weight never go up nor down HAHAHAHAH !! its like
MAINTAIN ! AHHAHAHAHA who cares =3=' bitch weight.

i kinda regret cutting my hair =.= ! i saw someone with a hair style
that my old long hair style almost had it ~ and i wish i din cut it away
not i have to wait for a real long time to keep it long again =.= dammit bitch !

im gonna watch some show now bye !

i got 4 pictures of mei hui's birthday pt ;D ! this is an update !
i refuse to type any shitty post about my days
days that i never blog ! i was too lazy ! who cares !!
now take a look ;D this is our pri-sch friends pic
left to right ~ shannon,me,mei hui and wei ting

this picture was unglam it made us all look damn fuggy fat
and also blur ~ plus flash ROFL ! eye pain
AND YES ! wei ting and i KISS mei hui's face LOL !!
we are not lesbians ! but we like it :D cause we are good friends


shannon refuse to take a picture with us ):




thats all folk !

i kena insomnia leh ! everytime 830-10pm i'll feel damn sleepy
after 10pm i feel damn hyper ! walao ! what the fuck lor

somemore tml i going suhai buloh or whatever
some nature park ~ my class and 3 more others going
so sian ! need to reach school by 830 SHARP ! 9am the bus come
sian also la ! after the school trip still got class D: wa lao !

i have not played audi for awhile already == i wanna play
i have the URGE to level my ERZA == anyway my erza de ring break le
stupid bryan. -.- ! whatever ~

now audition exp 2x leh sian !
URGGH I DUNNO LAH ! FAN SI LAH !
somemore sat i going out == dad's birthday(early birthday)
kimberley damn MAFAN ! i wish she can don't come ! then it'll be easily for me
and my parents to celebrate ! since we always celebrate together
since the bloody day my brother go sweden !
stupid kimberley !!! why must you come back ! ANNOYING LEH YOU URGHH !

OH MY GOD I HAVE NOT UPDATE SINCE 1 WEEK AGO
so here goes my remix squeeze in blog post

last friday
i din go sch too lazy end up watching tv rotting at home

sat & sun playing audi
in the afternoon i went out with cousins dad sides

monday
was a tiring day but its alright
at least i did go to school.
then in the afternoon some crazy bull dog bitch teacher barked at me
for not tying my hair; so what bitch. so many other girls din tie too
why only catch me? and also i din give her my real name
nor ic even class; i lied saying i only know my form teacher's surname
who care about giving any data to some dog like bitch teacher.

tueday online test
score terrible ~ din wanna talk about it
afternoon class run away with mei yun
went to buy mei hui and natalie's birthday

wednesday
booya ! i cutted my hair ! into a unique style only i have
so far i only see it myself LOL ! i din skip class or anything
i went there 100% LOL !

today ! alot of things happen.
in sch today the same dog teacher say HEY YOU BOY
WHY HAIR SO LONG ! i was like wtf? im a girl u blind bitch
then i just zao ~ run away HAHAHAHAHA retard bitch

i find that roy is a bit uhh... girly?
he got some cuts and he was like ow-ing like a girl somehow?

after school went home with xin.
well i din take bus 74 with her. cause went to mei hui bd
end of the day never cos wei ting ask me wait for her.
so i went home to bath and stuff like that

after that 8 she sms so i went to meet her LOL
shannon came along too ! :D not bad leh

and mei hui's birthday party was like OMG
i saw my coursemate/schoolmate LOL !! we both totally STUN
and like staring at each other for 10 secs LOL

seriously singapore is too damn small ;x
but its awesome ;D too awesome LOl

it was crazily fun okay ! we even smash cake at mei hui's face
before the party end we had water fun too LOL! slashing water at each other
totally maddness LOL worth going ;D

sent shannon home first. so ting and i did some chit chat
and her mom called so off she go and off i go ;D

just reach home not long ago ;D going to bath now !
and also im damn lazy tml i don't feel like going to sch MWHAHAHA
don't give a shit about it ;x !! HAHAHAHAHAHA k bye ;x

i'll upload some pictures maybe?
if mei hui uploaded them at facebook ;X ! lol k bye ;x

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today i went to school :D i regret going cause electrical class do nothing -_-'
so rot ~ then mei yun and i went to the library ~ wei xin never come to school D:
got bored and return to class LOL !!

for afternoon class nothing much too ~
open, reassemble double stage machine parts ~
not long later do finish; my group for pm2 project take a FAMILY PICTURE
HAHAHAHA !! DAMN ALIKE ! and DAMN FUNNY LOR ! SEE THIS PIC BELOW

(standing one from left to right )
Mei Yun, Me, Joey,Marcus and Cheng Rong

(sitting one from left to right)
Eddy And Zi Rui

HAHAHAHA eddy and zirui look like father and mother
then the rest of us are like their kids LOL !!
i tied my hair and it looks like i having short hair in the picture D:

damn funny ! its been a long time since i have this kind of photo fun
the last time i had photo fun with classmates was in sec sch days
i really miss sec sch days ): way more fun then now !! more camwhoring LOL :X

after class end at 4.30 ~ so i went home reached my house bus-stop at 530
it was raining heavily so i called homed to ask dad come to fetch me from bus-stop
since i din bring my umbrella lol ! forgot ): ! dad was busy D;
so mum came down to find me :D ! this totally reminds me of my pri sch days
everytime mum come fetch me when its raining hahaha !

time really flyyyyyyy !
SO FAST THURSDAY ALREADY ! TML FRIDAY WEEEEEEE
MY FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK !
TML FRIDAY ! THEN SAT AND SUN ! WOOHOOO !!

im going to sleep already ~ i think i got insomnia -_-'
i can't sleep !! today i din sleep till i go to school today~ i don't know why ~~
so damn tired x_x' i fall asleep in the bus !! good thing i din drool HAHAHA !!
the rain was too wonderful! it made me sleep :X ! k la cya all BYE

* waiting for someone to sms ;eeks !! *
don't care this golden silent hill fella already ;eeks ! ignored me LOL! nvm
i go sleep le BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

lol that hq thing is not an eraser its a white chocolate ! :D
cheng rong give it to me :D hq means head quarters
head quarter chocolate LOL and yeah that picture i draw it :X
the chocolate taste weird LOL really !!

my drawing down skill already );
first day of term 2 ( actually 2nd day cos 1st day i din go sch )
i reach the interchange damn alot of people okay !!
so bloody annoying -_-' from the area to wait for 31 all the way till out of the
interchange lor DAMN LONG ! i waited for 4 bus 31 to go then i can get up

i reach sch at 9.45 i tot i was late -_-' luck i wasnt LOL !!
mr foo was late HAHAHHAHAH ! during theory class i got this chocolate :D
and i was like drawing and drawing ~ listen abit draw ~
sms abit class mini test?? do finish i go find wei xin ;D

wei xin pass me book 8 of saiyuki ~ and i went home
i can't be bothered about afternoon class -_-' cause mei yun din come
so i was too lazy ~ i went home bath ~ take a nap
then woke up around 7 started audi-ing

i felt weird as a friend of mine suddenly invited me to her wedding.
for 1 moment my heart just stopped. i really don't know anymore.
i don't know what i want.. i really suddenly lost all interest.. in everything.

i guess im crazy -_- its 1.49am already and im not tired
like what the hell?? im suppose to go to bed now?
tml got mircostation lesson ): i don't wanna be late T_T !! fierce teacher !

but im not sleepy -_-' omg?

yosh ! i din go school today at all ): overslept !!! i woke up at 2pm T_T
i was like OH SHIT ! my class starts at 11 lor ..
then i 7am sleep.. suppose to wake up at 9.30am !!
actually i woke up already :X! and then hor.... ~~~~~~~~
i set 5 min more :X ! so i can rest ~ and then and then and then ~~~~~
I FORGOT TO PRESS THE OK BUTTON THEN !!!
THE HANDPHONE'S ALARM CLOCK DID NOT RING AT ALL !!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
so i end up sleeping till 2pm -_-' yeah.. great... LOL
and yeah.. tml im so doomed ~ i swear mr foo gonna nag at me ):

today kinda suck ~
my msn a bit crazy or something???? its like all my contacts are OFFLINE
for unknown reason -_-' maybe bugged?? or something?
absolom msned me and i ask him '' you set offline ah? ''
he replied '' no ah? im online'' WHAT THE HELL!?! my msn mad already !

i audi abit ^^ then i really don't know who is online on msn -_-
due to this stupid offline bug -_____________- everyone is offline !!
kinda sickening~ urggh? i start up a private blog for fun to test out is it
able to break in if people set private ~ and the answer is NO lOL !
i tried all the funny and weird ideas from youtube none work ~
stupid videos waste my time LOL ! ( ok im the stupid one :X i go try )

and my air con died on me ~ 100% !
the stupid air con man say in chinese
'' oh you need to change the whole thing, cause its dead already cannot repair "
my mom asked '' how much?? " he reply '' about one thousand plus depend on what brand"
OMG ! ONE THOUSAND PLUS!? SO EXPLENSIVE OKAY !!
DAY LIGHT ROBBERY !!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !! SICKENING ):

i dont have air con for a few days already
I CANNOT TAHAN ALREADY ! SINGAPORE IS SO BLOODY HOTTTTT
okay im going to bed soon -_-' tml p.e is at 8.30 am ): need to wake up at 6.30
S-I-C-K-E-N-I-N-G !! ARRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

Urgghhh so irritated -_-'' no air con since tueday already ): so sickening
i need air con ! its so bloody hot !! i cannot stand the heat at all
so sian.. sometime i feel like crying =_='' aircon T_T

serve that air con man right ! he went to the hospital !
cause of i don't know what happen, whatever la
he damn fucktard can ? anyhow repair. then scam us 80 bucks
call him he never pick up keep saying, OUH 5PM i will come repair
CB 5pm still not here KNN LA YOU ! curse you and your baldness =_=

so sickening !! in like 9hours time class is gonna start ):
i don't feel like going to school . T_T
school so far from home ): class end late too..
my classmates are mostly males. the only female classmate is
mei yun; my pri to sec to ite close friend ^^ !

but still sad la ): im scare of attachment !! i won't be in the same group with yun );
she's like group 1 and im like group 2 D: !! noooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!
i damn scare what if same group with my friday's project group
i sure cry T_T !! cos in the group i don't really talk to them
other then eddy ~ what if.. they don't want me le T_T
then i join the malay group OMFG ! NOOOOOO EVEN WORST
okay im not being racist -_-' ! just that i don't like them

i wish myself good luck ):
hope this year would be a GOOD year and i can go higher nitec
OR BETTER STILL GO POLY ! :D !

kinda sickening ~ its like holidays ending already ):
in 2 days time im going back to school. kinda sad.
but 7 weeks more of school then holiday again ! YAY ! :D

during my holidays almost everyday it rained
nice weather, but whenever it rains i just feel like sleeping.
and if i sleep tonight i can't sleep -_-' then i'll end up playing the com till morning
like maybe 7-8am in the morning then sleep D: aiyo !

so boring nowadays nothing much to do
audition also nothing to do ~ most of the novice campers leveled up already
all go to free, somemore free so boring !! have cc4 rooms but always no chance
what the hell?? i mean like come on ! your level is like 20++
and you're telling me you can't chance? worst thing
they see my lvl low they invite me to their room -.- cos they want to bully
what the fuck?? thats like damn bloody mean la @#$%^& !!

last but not least

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MEI YUN !

Toothless is Loved LOl ! he's so cute ! OMG * fangirl sequels *
i got that picture from searching at google.com LOL

Wednesday was a tired day and yeah i know its thurday morning 3am plus+
i haven sleep ! can't sleep ! no air con D: faggot air con died on me
and the faggot air con man did not come ! he called and say he busy
KNS ! make me wait like an idiot D: ! so hard to sleep without air con T_T

im the ice girl D: ! i need coldness ~ =_='' and yeah.. continue with my wednesday story
i woke up late =_= reach amk late everything LATE URGGHHH !
and i was like bloody tired ~ its like calling a vampire to come out of her coffin,
walking in the damn bloody hot sun ! urgghhhhhh !! it burnnnssss !! HEAT D: !

urgghh too lazy to update ~ i got alot more to type -_-'
i have not been auding for awhile already ~ my skill getting shitty
geezz, TML I WILL PLAY FROM THE MINUTE I WAKE UP
okay not from the minute more like AFTER I ~
-brush teeth/toilet business
-On Computer
-Msn Check Mail
-Plurk
-Go onemanga.com see for new manga
-Facebook updates
-Castle Age (fb game)
-Go animeseason.com check for new ep of animes
-THEN AUDITIONSEA LOL

MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !! i shall play till im happy ;D !
next week back to school already D: ! DAMNED !
I STILL HAVEN REBOND MY HAIR ! AHHHHHHHHH !!!

and im still waiting for the ite admin to REPLY my tag box
so retarded fella -.- macham got ite admin come stalk my blog
even if he/she is real i don't give a damn ITS MY BLOG GET THE FUCK OFF
S-T-A-L-K-E-R !! URGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

Today went out with xinxin to watch How to Train Your Dragons ;D
i give it at 10/10 ! its a great movie !! i love it so much ;X

i woke up kinda late today, so i left home at 12.30
i got on the damn bus at 1250 -_- for some unknown reason the bus damn slow
i smsed xinxin and told her the bus 74 reaching her house bus stop in 3 stops time
and she missed it LOL !! i was hoping we can take the same bus :X
its like the bus move to the next stop after her house bus stop
then she just reach the bus stop LMAO ! damn epic fail ;x

i reached amk hub first so i bought the tickets for 3.15pm show
we had lunch together :D after lunch there was like 1hour + more
before the movie starts. so xinxin and i decided to go to the arcade to play
LOL ! its been damn long since we went to the arcade :X !
we played some old game ( the 1 with 3 colour buttons only)
we were like '' OMGOMGOMGOMOGMOMG " LOL

after that we top up somemore money to play house of the dead 4
kinda sucky ~ cause keep dying :X sad !

after the movie we just went home straight and started
msning,plurk,audi and the usual stuff HAHAHAHA

natalie invited me to her 18th birthday on 25 April
at east coast bleach chalet; its a sunday, not staying over ); got school !!
her actual birthday was on 28 ;X cos 28 is a school day so forward it

april got alot of birthdays O: !

solomon,absolom,mei yun,mei hui, yihui, natalie
syamnim, ivan and many more lol ! april babies :X

today i played audi more then any other days of few rounds ;D
my skill somewhat up and down LOL ! up in lvl 10 and 11 down at lots of miss

my air con died yesterday night x_x no idea why totally no cold air
its like all fan air that kind LOL ! so i din sleep still 6am ~
waited for mom and dad to go work then i sleep in their room LOL
so shiok :X ! air con is love :X !! i cannot sleep without air con
cos im the ice lady LOL ! jkjkjkjk that was random

woke up at 2pm+ mist msn me and say got fam channel
so i went online to help till 6pm lol ! tired okay ~ very long never do that already

i heard jelly and fate left fam house. and fate changed ign
now no one really knows where he is or where he gone to ~
not sure what happened.. haiz ~

currently now playing castle age ( as always LOL)
msning meow lol ;x meow making domo kun toy ! damn cool la
if i was making i make like 1/4 i give up already LOL ! too lazy !
can't wait for tml ! tml going out with xinxin ;D
we are gonna watch how to train your dragon; hurhurhur !

okay today maybe will have a long post i think?
lets start with friday ;D

friday morning went out with shuhao for breakfast, at macs
1.45pm i was kinda late D: meeting audi fam house members for outing
fate,jelly,clara and mist ~ we went to sentosa :D
not bad outing just abit weird haha, about 4pm + we went to ben&jerry icecream shop
the ice cream taste good ;D i like it hahaha

around evening -reflection came ^^ we went to the arcade awhile
not sure what happened ): jelly kinda angry then she just go home
dinner we had steamboat. not bad ;D taste good LOL it was fun

nite time playing with light sticks ROFL and cam whored rofl
sadly i din take any picture with my handphone cos most of the pic
are taken by mist and reflection :X we catch the last train home :D
kinda lucky HAHAHA imagine we miss it D: doommmm ! no need go home le

reached home about 12++ msn,plurk and facebook abit off to bed

sunday :D ! morning went out awhile
came home at 3pm ++ damn shitty ! forgot bring hp
evening went to meet absolom then go bugis junction
we kinda got lost HAHAHAHA ! cos the place was big lor

had dinner with solo,faith(solo's gf),absolom,kenji + his parents
uncle william and sylvia :D ! alot of people LOL
after that we went to watch Clash of the Titans :D !
3D ok watch till damn dizzy ! but it was nice ;D

the movie was like 9.35 about 2hours +
solo treat lor the cab fare LOL 30 bucks :X
we send faith home first . then we go back since we all live quite near to each other
reached home at 12+ damn tired ! come home msn and stuff then toh le LOL

today audi abit then rotted ^^
really damn boring leh ! i woke up at 3pm ++ i think D:
then nothing to do already ! rot till 5+ then go for dinner ;D
went down to meet mom and dad for dinner ~ currently back to rotting stat

next week my last week of holiday already ): ! sad
who wanna watch how to train your dragon D: !! i haven watch T_T sad

omg i love this picture so much !
its blue ! and its kaito ! my favorite vocaloid character :X

today whole day msn,plurk,castle age,watch anime,read manga and some random videos
audi a bit ~ dced kns ! due to i don't know what bug thingy, who cares :D
helped shuhao on his blog ^^ finally its finish

i just found out my class guys like to go facebook's daily horoscope
and i always tot only girls do that :X din know guys also do that hahaha !
kinda shocking somehow ;x ! but its alright ;D after all its getting common

nowadays keep raining !! im so sad ): ! though i love rain so much
cause its a good timing to sleep~ but rain too much so sad !
cannot go jogging D: and somemore friday im going out to sentosa !!
i pray hard it doesn't rain anymore ): if not the outing will be canceled D:

please don't rain on friday D: !

ahh lazy to blog le bye ! lol

totally so fed up.. i really don't know what to do or what to say
so angry till i cannot fucking think properly URGGGHH !!
this is so sickening ! recently i been getting angry so much till i cannot
hear myself thinking anymore -.- ! its like almost everyday i get angry
at least ONE FUCKING TIME =_= its like macham must have someone
make me angry at least ONE FUCKING TIME per DAY then they happy

curse them la -.- ! i swear i can kill this kind of fucking people FOR GOOD
or best they should go to the LOST ISLAND along with their FUCKTARD,
BRAINLESS, ANNOYING,RETARDED,PATHETIC,SHITTY PEOPLE
should all BEGONE FOR GOOD ! BEGONE DEMON BITCHES !!

URGGGHHH !! now im so fucking angry that i can't fucking sleep -.- !
and everytime i get FUCKED UP SMSES i'll flare like SHIT -.-
GEEZ! i feel like i can fucking destroy everything i see in my way..
this totally makes me wanna break things then i'll feel happy

* sigh * my attitude towards life getting worst ~
i get so irritated or angry so easily this year =_=

oh great ! wonderful ! perfect ! tml got damn mr kang's work
CB ! i think about it i more fucking angry ! its not like i want to work for you !
its because miss chew asked us to. if she din we won't fucking work for you !
who want to work for free !! no such thing as free lunch in this world !
CB !! pain in ass ! i wish you could also go to the LOST ISLAND too

URGGGHHH ! now i felt like i have the urge to kill someone =_= !
or punch or kick or even beat the day light of out HIM/HER @#@#@#@!!
GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTT ! can't SLEEP !
now i keep KPKB on blog ! wa lan! KNN ! CCB ! jitao shoot all the flaring thing out
and for goodness sake im not a fucking ah lian just because im talking like this ZZ

if not tml i'll end up destroying something in school =_=
and i'll have to fucking pay for it ! like not long ago i almost i wanna
beat the daylight out of that stupid naruto geek at the fucking library

the more i think of those people that make me angry
the angrier i get =_= ! maybe one day i'll just snap =_= !
and whack the shit out of this kind of shitty people ! _|_ !

uhh... sua ! forget it ~ anyway its been a long long long long long x10?
since i used so many hokkien vulgar =_= ! today i must be mad or something

* sigh ~ * i'll go chill myself by watching some videos...and playing castle age..
then maybe sleep abit.. then go school.. need reach school at 9am...
i just hope tml everything will be fine ~ and nothing goes wrong with me
don't flare ~ keep it chill relax ~ =_= why is it so hard to cool down..
easy say then done ~ i wonder why i'm able to flare till like that ~

maybe its my mother's genes.. since mom also like that ~ but im worst then her..somehow?
okay it seems like im blaming for her it LOL ! actually not really
its because of this kind of '' i like to make people angry then i happy" type of people
made me angry ~ and its always the same few people doing it over and over
just that they fucking don't realize it themself ! cos they are stupid or something
curse you ~ hope next time your life also got someone like this make you angry
and feels fucking happy and proud about it; i'll sure THANK THAT FELLA

REVENGE IS ALWAYS SWEET AT TIMES LIKE THIS

i have no patience's for nonsense nowadays ~ so maybe cause of that
i'll end up flaring ~ now my flare up bar is 80% still cooling down ~
i did feel maybe.. i take things too seriously ~ ( i still dare say why so seriously LOL)
maybe not all ~ maybe at the anger side serious ... i think...

k la ~ i don't kpkb le ~ needa chill and cool down ~ relax
im going to watch anime now bye ~

that was weiting & i LOL ! can't see us cos too dark :X
yesterday went out with mei hui & wei ting for dinner ;D
i din eat cos i have already eaten dinner ^^ so just accompany them
it was a last min call~ so i just went down LOL ~
after that we went to a playground near mei hui's house
there was 2 dogs, a brown and black one.. dunno whose some aunty & uncle's dog.

they have dog fetish i think LOL
see the dog wanna touch and play with them already LOL
we went back at 9+ cause mei hui have to work tml thats why.
if not we actually wanted to go kbox; guess not maybe next time lol
end up singing and walking home with them hahaha

today kinda suck ~ keep raining and raining
as much as i like rain.. too much rain is terrible ..
by right im suppose to go jogging with wei xin,end up not going due to rain ~
and also her leg was hurt due to training on friday ~ sad

tml will suck more. need to go back to school. not miss chew's work
but mr kang NOOB SHIT WORK.. NO PAY SOMEMORE
want us to work for him KNS ! hope you go bald faster -.- ! or best quit school
you're so damn old and the way you do things and scratch your head
macham like MONKEY =_= ! i think MONKEYS are WAY CUTER THEN YOU

URGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH this rain is driving me crazy as well !!
and that stupid retarded brainless good for nothing SHAWN =_=
everyday ask me to help him tag tag tag tag tag tag
TAG YOUR LANJIAO LAH everyday TAG zzz want marry OWNSELF TAG LA
why need my help ??? HUH?! my audition character marry also never ask you help me tag
last time ask you help me tag 30mins cos i want to bath
you KPKB SO MUCH... then i help you i say awhile only cos i busy
you KPKB .. KNN LAH -.- no one ask you to fking chiong a fking ring to the MAX

want to marry complain so much. why play till so xinku?
i also want chiong ring... but cannot -.- ! i never kpkb so much.
help you.. also tio kp.. never help also tio kp.. cb wtf you want -.-
so fed up ... next time i die also don't want help you
HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL FOR GOOD! YOU SON OF A BITCH
totally disgusted with you and your family ! and its so
EMBARRASSING TO SAY IM RELATED TO YOU =_= ! you should go to hell with maybel too !
BEGONE DEMONS D: ! FAGGOTS ! URGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Yesterday went out ;D mom's birthday ^^
lunch was great ! japanese buffet ;D ! its great
its a order all you wan meal ! its really great ! ;D
dinner was terrible =_= some chinese buffet
and have time limit also ! cannot eat peacefully !

i bought 2 pair of earings, watch and a hair band with a hat on LOL
look kinda cute ;D ! aunty theresa lend me her wigs LOL ! look funny ;x
maybe tml or so i'll wear the wig and take a pic ;D ! LOLOLOLOL

reached home at 9,10+ LOL ! then audi abit then offline le LOL
nowadays i been auding more then usual cause bored :D !

today nothing much :| ! just audi abit then offline now msning ;D
currently im kinda addicted to this video ! anime munters ;D
its a fan made video by go-devil-dante ;D look awesome


Song : I can't Decided (lyrics below)
by : Scissor Sister

It's not easy having yourself a good time
Greasing up those bets and betters
Watching out they don't four-letter
Fuck and kiss you both at the same time
Smells-like something I've forgotten
Curled up died and now it's rotten

I'm not a gangster tonight
Don't want to be a bad guy
I'm just a loner baby
And now you're gotten in my way

I can't decide
Whether you should live or die
Oh, you'll probably go to heaven
Please don't hang your head and cry
No wonder why
My heart feels dead inside
It's cold and hard and petrified
Lock the doors and close the blinds
We're going for a ride

It's a bitch convincing people to like you
If I stop now call me a quitter
If lies were cats you'd be a litter
Pleasing everyone isn't like you
Dancing jigs until I'm crippled
Slug ten drinks I won't get pickled

I've got to hand it to you
You've played by all the same rules
It takes the truth to fool me
And now you've made me angry

I can't decide
Whether you should live or die
Oh, you'll probably go to heaven
Please don't hang your head and cry
No wonder why
My heart feels dead inside
It's cold and hard and petrified
Lock the doors and close the blinds
We're going for a ride

Oh I could throw you in the lake
Or feed you poisoned birthday cake
I wont deny I'm gonna miss you when you're gone
Oh I could bury you alive
But you might crawl out with a knife
And kill me when I'm sleeping
That's why

I can't decide
Whether you should live or die
Oh, you'll probably go to heaven
Please don't hang your head and cry
No wonder why
My heart feels dead inside
It's cold and hard and petrified
Lock the doors and close the blinds
We're going for a ride

k la lazy le bye ;x

its been awhile since i do some post ;] kinda lazy
currently having a great and boring holiday LOL
tml i'll be going out with mom,sylvia,aunty theresa,kimberley and her baby

tml will be mom's birthday ^^ !

i spend so much time playing castle age now :|
cos nothing better to do LOL ! i even re-read naruto for the fun of it

so fast 1 week of my holiday going to end le D:
2 weeks more back to school le ): so sickening !
i don't wanna go back to school D: but no choice D: haiz

@%^!$&%@&

WAH SO FED UP =.= ! i came back from work at 6pm +
you know why? actually suppose to come back at 3pm + cos 2pm + end
din know mr kang the tard ask me stay back do his fuggy project !!
WA LAN! SO FUCKING ANNOYING ! and totally SHITTY

his plan drawing like shit, i cannot tell what the fuck his drawing is..
and he keep on saying '' you get the point?? " NO I DON'T !!
even miss chew also don't get your retarded POINT !

actually work finish already ! then this fucking kang pop in and ask us
WORK FOR HIM ! what the fuck!? WORK FOR HIM NO PAY ONE
still ask us come back on friday ! KNS ! COME BACK FRIDAY
FRIDAY my mom's real birthday ! CB LA -.-'

SO FUGGY ANNYOYING !!#!$%$@%@%&$#&E$ !!

came home never bath or anything
PAH ! SLEEP ALREADY =_='' so damn tired ! TSK D:

Ahhh my holiday has started ;D so happy and i just started dieting :|
by skipping lunch till my mom's birthday (26/march) then i start taking diet pills
monday im going jogging with wei xin ;]] !

my jogging time slot/day
monday,tueday,thurday and sunday ;D all around 6pm+ i think
1 week 4 times ;D !

dieting is hell :| ! can't eat :| though im hungry =_='
currently im waiting for dinner ~

recently its been raining so much that everytime it rains
i feel like sleeping ! so tired ): i don't even know why x_x'

ahhh i don't know what to post either :| ! so boring die
okay bye :X

im kinda pissed when i think about naruto this comic.
why? cos my school library happens to have them.
recently they have been putting more japanese mangas at the comics area
so there was like naruto book 1 to 42 there ~ bleach, prince of tennis, fullmetal alchemist,
magical teacher negima and many other anime related mangas there

AND THERE IS ALWAYS~ NOT ALWAYS IS EVERYTIME I GO TO THE LIBRARY
( i don't go there everyday ~ like once a week or so ~ )
THIS FAT MALAY GUY IS THERE !
( im not racist nor i hate fat people, its just this fucking guy is getting on my nerve !)
always at the naruto area ! READING NARUTO ! he's always there !
reading naruto over and over like reading it as a bible and even like chanting it there -.-
GEEZ ! ARE YOU CRAZY!?!? OR WHAT !?

he is so FUCKED UP ! he sit at the DAMNED NARUTO area
and refuse to move ! what the FUCK?! and he's like HOGGING ALL THE COMICS
he's like fucking blocking everybody's way ! by '' PARKING " his ass there -.-

i just took book 27-35 and he give me this fucking stare !
in my mind i was like PUNCHING HIM ! KICKING HIM ! BITCH SLAPING HIM !
i just can't do it in real ): cos im in school ~ if i did that i would have been expel =_='
i don't wanna be expel ! if i get expel my parents are so gonna kill me !
somemore one more year to go ! this year. 2nd year already !

and he's always reading naruto ! i bet he can even remember every line or scene on
that chapter or book ! GEEZ ! and when he get his fat ass off the naruto area
he come to my table where mei yun and i sat there.. he was like

Malay Guy : you read finish already ah?
Me : yeah this part ONLY * book 27-29 *
Malay Guy : * take the books and stared at me *

WHAT THE FUCK!??! why must you fucking stare!?
WHY WHY WHY WHY YOU SON OF A BITCH $%^&*(@ !
after he took the fucking books away ~ i think he read finish them
he was like walking all around my table area ! not long later wei xin came
and he is still there ! staring at us ! giving this aura saying " I WANT THOSE COMIC "
even wei xin say he must be mad or retarded for reading naruto over and over -.-'

GEEZ ! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO KEEP READING THEM OVER AND OVER
ITS NOT LIKE THE COMIC WILL RUN AWAY! THEY ARE ALWAYS THERE !
EVEN IF ITS GONE ! MEANS SOMEONE ELSE READING IT OR LEND IT
AND ITS NOT YOUR FUCKING COMIC ! IT BELONGS TO THE SCHOOL
BEST OF ALL PARTS ! YOU'RE NOT THE FUCKING NARUTO COMIC GUARDIAN
WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THERE GUARDING THEM? ARE YOU RETARDED ?
I THINK YOU ARE -.- ! GEEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ !!

i swear i can beat the lights out of him, if we ain't in school !
i pray hard i don't see your fucking face near my house !
or i'll really beat the lights out of you -.- ! FUCK THAT !!

WOOHOO ! HOLIDAY ! :D im so happy now holiday :X
today went to school just to work LOL then come home around 2pm +

so damn tired i don't know why ):
just nice it was raining :D kinda happy and i fell asleep :X

ytd was kinda fun ;D ! went to settles cafe with my cousin
Sylvia,Solomon,Absolom & Kenji ;D
i tot solomon's girlfriend Yu Tian is coming D:
so sad she din come ): ! T_T ! at facebook she say
she was kinda paiseh cos always sylvia pay for us
true its kinda paiseh ! but sylvia insisted it so ... just go lor

it was really fun :D ! keep laughing at every game we played;x
but times flies real fast when you're really having fun :X
sometime i did wish i could always stay young forever.
having fun all day long ;X ! sadly we just can't. need to grow up already !

im so happy now that i just keep smiling ;D LOL !
cos its HOLIDAY TIME WEEEEEEEEEEEE ~ ! hehehehe !
cya all :D eating dinner now ;x byeeeeee

WOO HOO ! 2 more school days to holiday ^^ !
can't wait for holiday ! this few days test here and there ): kinda sian
tml got stupid mr kang's stupid lesson -.- boring ~

after mr kang's lesson will be having pneumatic test
after the test can go home le :D ! YAY ! so happy !
friday need to go mr tan's class -.- stupid mr tan
if only he can cancel it i won't come to school already !
go school do school work 2-3hours then go home le +__+ !
can sleep longer D: !! sian stupid mr tan GO BALD LA

recently i been playing Rave-audition ( pserver audi )
and watching naruto shipuuden HAHAHA :D i rewatch the whole thing for fun
cos kinda bored :| !AHAHAHAH nothing better to do !

currently im munching on some ice cream my mom bought LOL
she was like complaining im getting fat ~ then still buy ice cream for me HAHAHA
what the hell right?? HAHAHAHA i don't know whats wrong with her :X
whooooo carreeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssss :D LOL

the BEST THING EVER im gonna reborn my hair during the holidays :D
around the last 4 days of holiday then reborn weeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
so happy :D this year is a terrible/great year LOL ! :X okay bye

Today kinda boring in class ~ i hate theory
cos its GOD DAMN BORING in Mr Foo's GOD FORSAKEN CLASS
ahhhh so boring ! PM2 lesson sucked as well ~ so far my team ~ is kinda falling apart
i felt like im not doing much things. and marcus is like uhh? idk ~ come in
keep saying CB CB CB so vulgar =_= somemore cheebai means vagina
maybe he don't even know :| ! ahhh i don't care either !

wei xin pass me final fantasy dissidia (japanese version)
it was fun ;D but abit troublesome cos most of the skill are not auto
cannot chase nor rush =_= geeezz ! pvped with xinxin till i reach my house busstop LOL

you know everytime we alight from bus 31 and oppsite is like 72
72 hates us ): cos whenever xinxin and i going home together the bus will leave
LOL ! damn evil la ! then if we go home alone the bus haven leave wth
basket bus ! don't like use together -_- neh neh !

so tired ): need to study ! i haven bath either !! mom nagging already
sheezz i felt like if i study ~ singapore will snow red snow HAHAHAHA
thats what i felt la LOL ! maybe tml will snow :X since im going to study

okay cya all ! im too lazy to edit if there is any error here =_=
COS I DON'T CARE ALREADY ! SO TIRED ! BYE :X

FRIDAY

lol this aint sand ! that is saw dust from a wooden board ;x
(that arm belongs to mei yun LOL ! )
i drew a bunny there ;x and say celyn was here HAHAH
that was during work hours; cos i was bored ~ nothing better to do :X

friday project hours kinda suck -.- cos the teacher suck to core thats why !
after school went out with mei yun to century square to eat b4 heading home
and b4 we left, wei xin rush from school to century square ;D so end up going home with her

evening wei xin came over to my house cos she was lazy to go for taekwondo training
we were like watching random videos and stuff HAHAHA ! b4 that we were playing audi
i made her do chance lvl 2 HAHAHA we were like randomly screaming
OMG MISS ! WHY DID YOU MISS?!?!? LOL !
this is the first time wei xin ate dinner at my house :D
i made her eat balachan LOL! and she likes it :X good thing

Saturday

today woke up at 10am ++ kinda tired ;D played auditionsea 1 round and gotten bored.
so i decided to go play private server audi ;D this server call Rave-Audi LOL
kinda fun not bad but still season 1 kinda sad ):

the weirdest thing is like if you hold a dj board you see this picture my character
is like doing a FLYING KICK ! * CRANE FLYING KICK HAIYA ~! *
okay that was random ! but i swear this is even more random LOL

currently rotting at msn :\
plurking abit ~ msn abit ~ read manga abit ~
watch naruto abit ~ watch bleach abit ~ HAHAHAHA im so bored ):
some one entertain me please ): ! im bored to the core
stupid mio tv so boring ~ stupid movie not nice at all.

now days i kinda randomly login audi ~ then play 1,2 rounds or so
then offline already LOL! cos its getting boring :| ! my poor ~Erza
growing mushroom ~ only play abit then off le LOL gayness

ahhh lazy to update -_- ! i go bath le BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE