24 dec

Went out with my ro2 friends for
Lunch(bbq at rockU)
Movie(Police story)
Dinner(mcd)

it was an awesome day !
first time in my life having just MEAT ONLY for lunch
the whole bbq was just eating of beef,chicken & pork

WORTH IT

seriously I don't know how come i manage to save money to go out
usually I dont have enough

In a relationship = no money
Single = GOT MONEY

WTF? OH WELL :D !

25 dec
FAMILY TIME ! CHRISTMAS !
YAY ! BACK TO THE OLD TIMES
PLAYING LIKE A LITTLE KID !

Played injustice with kenji,absalom & solomon
pot luck !

awesome amount of presents !
wooooo !

played poker with uncle gary's children too
drink a little wine with parents & relative !

26 dec
downloaded extalia ms
played with herman :D

andy joined LoL ^^
whole day playing MS & LoL

27 dec (today)
slacking around with fyfy

-x-

Its been 20 days since the break up
Friends asked me if I'm okay

I'm totally fine, I feel no different in fact
Its just that i feel angry at some part.
Then again, The whole relationship holds no impact

All my friends have returned.
Ugly truth came out.
At first it was kinda hard to accept those ugly truth from them
But when I start thinking about it, I began to understand why they went away..

MANY ridiculous answer came out
end of the day

I'M GLAD ITS OVER !
It was a bitter sweet experience
Thank you for that

I learned not to depend on others anymore
I came with nothing
And shall start my journey all over again

Trust no one but myself.

Its disgusting to know how your ex boyfriend like another girl
when that 'period' of time you're still with him.
So disgusting to know how they can lie through their teeth
and saying stuff like 'I love you' 'I miss you' 
'I hope we'll still be together when I'm in NS'
'We'll get buy a house together when I'm out of NS'

Worst to worst hugs & kisses you like nothing happen
Empty promises

How can anyone be so unfaithful?
It disgust me to the max

I asked myself.
Why did I stay so faithful with a person like him?
If I knew this was happening, I wouldn't date him at all.
Cause I realize HE was the kind that fall in LOVE so easily.





WHY DIDN'T I NOTICE THAT WHEN HE SAID HE TRIED TO WOO
GIRL 1-2-3-4 BEFORE WE DATED

OH GAWD WAI

I hope I'll never cross path with you again
Your 'Character' in my 'Life Story' has ended
Please don't appear in my 'Story book' ever again.
As a friend, I think you're the worst kind.
You treat your friends like 'friends for benefit'
Friend with no value = Ignored

seriously... DUA ZHENG

It was a good thing everything ended already
I was right all along.
from the start to the end
NEVER TRUST ANYONE BUT YOURSELF

This is a lesson I'll remember

-Never try to fit into something that doesn't come in naturally
even with if you tried, people still don't accept you
and yeah ~ I'm the kind that gives up IF things doesn't work out .
plus It's not my interest

-NEVER LEND/LEAVE THINGS THERE
YES I'll make sure I'll never LEAVE stuff with a Boyfriend(IF I EVER DATE AGAIN)
CAUSE THEY WON'T FUCKING RETURN & THEY FUCKING IGNORE YOU

-MAKE SURE THEY DON'T MAKE PROMISES THEY CAN'T KEEP
I'll make sure they don't say shits like
'Getting married and start a family'
This kind of super far away shit. MAKES THE WORST EMPTY PROMISE

and OH how I WISH I go could go JAPAN
TO RIP OUT THAT DISGUSTING MESSAGE HE LEFT THERE

SAYING THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE
AND HAPPY ENDING WITH ME

CHEESIEST SHIT

Yes I'm Ragging like a Ragging NERD :D

K THX BAI

End

Its been so really damn long since I did a post.
an almost abandon blog...

2013
was a great year at the start, but it kinda turn sour around the quarter of the year
failed my engineering exam. retake and didn't score well
might not even go poly anymore.

broke up with boyfriend on 7th dec'13
on some days it felt like nothing happened(its like no impact in life)
part of me didn't give a damn and yet somewhere inside my heart said
it hurts

nothing else. it just hurts  ~ like that

its not a feeling that one could die from
but just an uncomfortable feeling inside my heart
its feels like something is squeezing my heart and the feeling of fear together
not sure if there is a term to call this 'hurt' feeling

but really.. why am i so pathetic ?
i hope 2014 will be a good year (:
i don't think its worth ending my life either

cause I'm an OTAKU :D
i'll always look forward for weekly anime/manga release
and year end youtube rewinds and etc !

wooooooo~ ! 
I hope i'll forget about this relationship
not a single memory left would be better
so i wont be butt hurt like an idiot LOL

2014
I SHALL NOT BE WEAK AGAIN !
LIVE LIFE AS I WISH !
FIGHTOOOOOOO

2013 ! day 7
Back to school Day 1

Right now its 5 in the morning !
and I can't sleep ! in few hours time I'm gonna be a zombie in school

Bad new for myself !
I FORGOTTEN EVERYTHING !
AWESOME RIGHT? FUCK YOU CELYN

Been so crazy over LoL ._.
Oh well ! I still love support roles :D !

This year is gonna be a 'I'LL FREAKING GO BROKE YEAR'
thanks to the amount of friends that is turning to 21 ):
seriously FUCK YOU ! I wish i could skip 2013 T___T

YOU BELONG TO A MUSEUM ! *random Ezreal quote*
LOL :D

Seriously ! I can't sleep ): and I'm really bored to death !
Should i play RO2 ): Yes No Yes NO YES NO YES I DON'T KNOW

See how ! so lazy =_=
Final year is here woohoo ! Hopefully i'll make it to Poly


GOOD LUCK BITCH :D k time to watch random videos