Tuesday 17 August 2010

yay holiday till end of the month.
FINALLY BOUGHT MY MEMORY STICK !! YAY :D
i have not been doing much. i was too lazy recently. maybe i shall start blogging back
i really miss my secondary school friend real badly. (i regrets not cherishing it during those days)
it was really fun,great,wonderful and full of surprise everyday.
mr tang was such a great teacher, he never give up on us.
just that i was a douche bag doing that time. hated school
yeah till today i still don't really enjoy school. for unknown reason
plus i hate working .. worst case i had a weird dream yesterday ~ about me
working at the maid cafe... like what the hell !!! crazy dream.. hope it don't come true

currently being in ite. is really boring at times like this.
most of my classmates are dudes and its really hard to even ask them out..
for just a movie as normal classmate/friends
cause it feels wrong ~ like how to say.. they may get it wrong.
or whatever i don't care ~and also they are ALWAYS LATE
i hate waiting for people and people waiting for me );
i feel its stupid making people wait so long.. when you already reach there.
1min to 1 hour still okay.. can understand.. the train station/bus alot of people
but making people wait for 2-4hours long is just RIDICULOUS !

the only female classmate i currently have is mei yun :\
from pri school to secondary school till now LOL
fated to be in the same school and class :D yay
but sadly mei yun live very far.. feel bad calling her out

and also i'm like trying to keep long hair =_='
to make sure my mother doesnt go nagging about it.
she just wants me to be lady like. which sadly i can't
i dunno why either. ~ just felt like that x_x'
its real hard for me.. cause i hate skirts... dresses... stupid make up...heels..
hand bag.... and etc ~ many other shits

i LIKE
shirts,jeans,pants,shorts,sling bag,sneakers,slippers and many other stuff that guys like to wear
it feels nice to wear them. don't need to think too much on what to dress
SHEEEEEEZZZZZZZ

so yeah... now im also keeping long nails ~
cant keep long nails in school cause. dirt may get into it and etc ~ troublesome
keeping it for the fun of it. the last time i had nails was half a year ago.
having problem keeping them =_='.. cause it makes me wanna cut them LOL

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recently i been complaining so much
and screw diets ~ mom keep making me do it.. geez

im damn worried about my project !
what to do ~!! at this rate we are really gonna get C and fail! then can't go higher nitec
that is really terrible to the max !! so worried ! so worried !!!

i really wish if only my project teacher wasn't a dumb ass =_=
it did be better if he got some disease or sickness ~ and some other teacher take over !
AHHH GEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

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i swear this is gonna be a long post... i'm so not gonna edit any english typo or
any shit that i have type wrongly here =_= too damn lazy ~ im gonna EXPLODE everything here

like fuck that !
sometime i feel so angry that i can murder people !
but seriously i won't do it. i don't wanna go to jail =_= worst case hang to death..
bad record = hard to find job ! AHHHH SEE
i think too much again ! screw my brain for that !

why everytime i wanna do something i'll think of what will happen later
and my fucking future ! screw that.. maybe not LOL

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now onemanga.com shut down already
so sickening.. not much new updates at other side of the manga area...
i swear they leech off onemanga.com !!! assesssssssssssss

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facebook getting boring as well.. everyday i been playing castle age..
chit chating... and etc...

....

yeah.. played my psp... but kinda getting bored of the games LOL

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i wanna go other country and have fun !
i wanna see snow ): ! why singapore no snow ); so sad like hell !!

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now im so hungry....mom's idea =_=
breakfast 1 small slice of bread..
lunch cereal ~
dinner mom's cooking

IM DYING ! im like a tyrannosaurs ! i need meatttttttt
lots and lots of FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
sometimes i feel like i can jump out of my window and bite somebody
(if i was a vampire ) LOL ! * thinks too much *

hmmm my imaginary level is pretty high ! :D

sadly my drawing skills.. down skill ); sad !
but who cares ! as long i still can draw..
ahhh i wanna be a manga artist ~ or something.. sadly not possible in singapore
so sickening ): !! why singapore so square headed... GEEZZZZZZZ

i must learn not to talk too much singlish =_=
too much le la lor ah bo blah blah blah ):
its so harddddd ); !!!

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sometimes i wonder. imagine 10 years down the road.
i read back everything i type since 2007
one thing for sure i did enjoy life at some point of life.
and some point of life. i did wish i don't exist ~

but im happy that i exist.
cause i get to meet so many people that i never knew
hehehehehehe

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SCREW THE FACT THAT SOME PEOPLE TYPE BULL SHITS ON THEIR BLOG
AND LIE ABOUT IT. TO MAKE PEOPLE PITY THEM !!
FUCK YOU ! SCREW YOU ! NO LIFE ASSESSSSSSS

THIS TOTALLY MAKE ME EXPLODE ! LIKE BOOOOOOOMMMMMMMM
SO ANGRY LIKE FUCK ! WHEN I READ THEIR POSTS !
TOTALLY BULL SHIT ! WHEN YOU CONFRONT THEM
THEY DELETE THE FUCKING POST AND SAY 'NO I DID NOT POST THAT !'
URGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

WHATEVER I TYPE HERE I'LL ADMIT WHAT I DO !
AND I WON'T FUCKING DELETE IT EITHER !!!
GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZZ

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ahhhhhhhhhhhh much better. after blah-ing everything out.
K BYE ! im going to watch anime now tata

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