now i really believe that.. actually whatever i do is a waste
i always thought i did my best. i guess not.
things i hope for.... never happens and things i don't hope for.... happens

-sigh- im really useless :\

sometimes the things i fight for is just killing myself =_='
sometimes i felt that keeping myself there = being used..
i don't understand why let someone you talk about/hate work under you.

i dunno if you're a hypocrite or being a troll
i can't even tell if you're lying or telling the truth.
or you're just making fun of me or something.
maybe even watching me suffer = fun. i dunno

i feel so angry :\ -sigh-
oh well i asked for it :D
zi juo zi shou ~ ^^. fml

i'm going to be trololol party with amist. with a new character