yay last day of the year 2010 ~ before i start bitching
i shall type about today's result :D

i got my results weeeeeeeeeeeee ! but great i dunno when/how
to sign up for higher nitec ~ called mei yun and wanna tell her about results
she din even pick up~ i guess she's busy moving house :| or something !
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OKAY 2010 ! again like 2009 i shall bitch about everything of the year

starting of the year sucked -_-' new time table like wtf almost everyday 6pm
good thing i din take any cca HAHAHAHAHAHA ~ ! cause i was too fking lazy
but i have to take cca next year if not ~ not enough to save my GPA if i wanna go poly

played a few games this year :D psp ~ online ~ facebook
Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core i din complete it ~~
due to can't bare to see Zack die ~~~~~~~~ sad LOL

i was happy that kingdom hearts birth by sleep came out
now waiting for the final mix version of it !

completed Dissidia Final Fantasy
now waiting for Dissidia Duodecim Final Fantasy

alot more games :)
became a gm at some pserver ms
made more friends from all over the world

school sucked as always ~ since when it doesn't suck?
project suck bananas as well ~
totally FML for the year ~

LOST my psp modify memory card at the new Circle Line MRT
got LOST with wei xin at Orchard just to buy 1 stupid bag
LOST some of my project stuff ~

oh well just FML for the year LOL

FML 2011 ! hopefully a GOOD YEAR
or i just seriously have to admit my life suck the core -_-'
oh well i left 1 year + to enjoy my teenage year :| before becoming an adult
saddddddddddddddddddd SO FAST 18 ALREADY ! yesterday it felt like im 13 -_-
time fly like assholes ~ talking about asshole my ass brother coming back
FUCK THATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

k tata ~!

okay ~~ results coming out on the 31 dec
just found out ~ how silly of me ~ * COUGH COUGH *

Tml maybe not going karaoke
kinda tight on money now :\ spend about 150+
since the first day of outing till now ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
all my savings in my treasure box ~ 20 bucks left
i'm not willing to withdraw from my bank -_-"
i'm kinda scare that mom will nag at me ~ dammit

as for my family problem, i give up -_-
im not gonna take my time to understand them anymore.
the more i know the more i feel pissed off totally. geez

as for pserver ms ~ been logging in awhile ;\ do some simple stuff then poof gone ~
go out/read manga/watch anime/watch random videos on youtube
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today i found out a few stuff ~

firstly like WOW YAOI
i never knew animated yaoi is way better then mangas LOL
who would have knew they sounded awesome(more like good)
but i have to watch it wearing my headphone~ if not my parents would know
who knows what my parents will do ~ if they know i like yaoi :|
i bet they cannot accept the fact and will remove my computer
or either put my computer at the living room T_T !! NOOOOOOO

second...
i finally admit i have no WOMAN SKILL, k maybe except simple cooking
so like yeah... i cant do much stuff a woman can ~ tried but turn out shitty

i can't clean my own room well ~ wanted to try cleaning the house
since mom and dad went out for lunch ~ asked them to buy back for me ~
and BOOYA ! just finished cleaning my room ~ and i realize 1 hour pass ~
my parents came back with my lunch ! DAMMIT !
how the hell my mom it in less then 20mins and
about 1 hour + for the whole house ! seriously wtf i suck

my female friends can do some knitting,sew and patching (dunno wtf is that)
YA I CAN SEW ! BUT I FREAKING TAKE A LONG TIME TO DO IT
i can't even patch stuff well ~ not just that KNITTING ! worst
dont even want to talk about it -_-'' !!!

washing clothes HELL YAY ! i was too rough at the drying part...
its like im suppose to squeeze dry it.. end up using too much strength..
so good thing it was my shirt ~ i freaking tear some part of it -_-''
due to monstrosity strength.. i guess -_-?

i can cook simple stuff ~~~ or stuff i learned during my secondary school..
but i just can't cook other stuff -_-' i need to see the cooking book
if i dont see the cooking book. i freaking can't even cook them !

i suck at putting on make ups D: ! dammit why is so troublesome !
the only stuff i know how to put is... eye liner.....
the rest... hell nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...

i have not wore a skirt for a long time...
tried wearing a skirt today... and yay it feels weird
i feel like im a guy in a woman's body ~~~~ GEEEZZZZ

i'm freaking ugly :|
most of my friends are pretty/have nice BODY ~
thats why they have boyfriends and etc (who cares seriously?)
im like uhhhh, k i suck :D failure to the 'woman race'

i freaking hate my boobs -_-
cause its so extra ~ it gets in my way !
its like seriously fats.... i dont understand why some girls wants it bigger
and go for implants and etc -_-'' to make it BIG
geezzz ~ boobs = extra weight.. makes running HARD

third
i tired acting 'cute' and i can freaking puke blood at myself
it was the most disgusting thing one can ever do ~_~'
i can't believe i did that ~ its a good thing no one was home
cannot imagine if someone spotted me -_-'
i swear i will wear a paper bag on my face if that happens
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DISSIDIA DUODICEM : FINAL FANTASY
3 march 2011(japan)! the eng should be by june? i guess
i can't wait for the game ! im so excited :D
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next year jan ~ going for interview
im gonna work at nex . NTUC -_-''... 4.90 per hour part time
im not willing to work.. but i have to ~_~ i dont want my mom
go nagging at me ~ geez ! i hate it when she nags at me -_-'
i dont like it. like who the FUCK likes it -_-

so tired ~ maybe going to bed ~
hmm maybe before going to bed ~~~
i shall watch Koisuru Bouku OVA episode 2 ;x ! HEH HEH HEH tata !

21-22 dec
had a fun chalet night,din sleep at all till morning
went home with siew kiang and wei ting
reached home around 7am + in the morning slept till evening

the chalet was one of the best/worst ever
best at the night time ! it was like terrible
sharing a room with kids -_- so noisy ! anyway we din sleep
so who cares? right? like duhh ! night time pajamas party
awesome ! here's a picture of everyone wearing pjs


midnight everyone talks about ghost story
fun and terrible at the time ;) ! oh well its worth going

today one of the worst day ever
after all my family is kinda falling apart now
terrible -_- tml Christmas ~ dont feel like going anymore
no mood for it.. terrible ....

i felt like i dont have the ability to love ._.
oh well who cares .. at most don't marry ~ no big deal?
i guess? * sigh *

so this year is really busy to the core..
this is the over all for the month at the moment ~

Dec 6
Last exam paper ~ WEEE !

Dec 7-8
Rest

Dec 9, help miss chew on stuff
(din go was too lazy)

Dec 10-11,
Dye Hair with Wei xin and Samantha
Evening Chalet (came back in the middle of the night)

Dec 12-15
Rest

Dec 16-17
Wei xin's Birthday Chalet
(Came home at 17 night time ~ slept till the morning)

Dec 18
Rest at home ~

Dec 19
Audi Fam house 'Christmas' outing
exchanging presents

Dec 20
Rest

Dec 21-22
Mei Hui's Church chalet
(Came home at 22 early morning to sleep, cause din even sleep)

Dec 23
Nitejsha's Farewell party
At first i tot it was her birthday party~ but it wasnt
so my previous post was a typo.. too lazy to edit

Half way through the party
went out with wei xin,mei yun,yvonne,fiona
and kevin(xin's bf ~ din invite him. but he came along...)

Dec 24
End of the day was canceled. due to...
sylvia wanna do christmas shopping
WORST DAY EVER IN MY LIFE...........
FUCK MY LIFE ! PISSED OFF TOTALLY

Dec 25 (Family time)
Christmas ~
FUCK MY LIFE TIME OF THE YEAR

Dec 26-27
REST
during this time need to check exam results

Dec 28
KARAOKE with
wei xin,mei yun, yvonne and fiona(maybe)

Dec 29-30
MAYBE FREE
MAYBE NOT
depend who last minute call....

Dec 31 (maybe)
Either going out with Audi FAM HOUSE or
PRI SCHOOL FRIENDS or SEC SCHOOL FRIENDS
i dont know -_-'' either way.....

FUCK MY LIFE...
SO BUSY THIS MONTH
hardly got time to rest.. best part
every monday to friday 8pm swimming...
no swimming unless its rainning/going out

SO MUCH FOR 2010 ! FUCK THAT
FUCK MY LIFE TOTALLY ! XIALAN YEAR
ITS A TOTAL 70% OF BAD LUCK ! AND ONLY 30% LUCKY

I HOPE 2011 WOULD BE A BETTER !
AND IN ANOTHER FEW MORE DAYS
FAREWELL 2010 !!!! AND FUCK MY LIFE 2011
COS MY ASSING BROTHER IS COMING BACK SINGAPORE

^@%*%(@#$@%(#@%($%@(%(@%$FUCK !!!

16-18 dec 2010
chalet, xinxin's chatlet
it was fun ! compare to all the previous years :D
had a great time ! its worth going there

actually i came home on the 17 dec night time
stayed one night only lol ;x

19 went out with audi fam house friends
it was fun ! watched tron ;D it was a great movie
after the movie dinner, exchange present.
got a 'handi-massager' from jelly ;D its awesome
played clad's present call ' fucked up cards'
almost all the questions damn fucked up lOLOLOLOL epicness
but it was fun :D ! worth going too ! can't wait for the next fam outing

tml going for mei hui's chalet ;) ! i shall do a post when i'm home !
actually it was a last minute kind of chalet lOL
but i'm willing to go ! this year is gonna be a good year for me :D

i'm so busy ! so many outings !
my body feet kinda tone up now O; !
not as tired as i used to be ;D ! k thats all bye !

for my life i have never hated the number 6
though people say number 6 is a satanic number.
but i kinda like the number 6 cause it's my birthday number.

In my life span that i live till today ~ Dec 6 2010
it was the only 6 in my life that i ever hated
it was turning theory exam. during that day more like the day before
dec 5. i could not even sleep -.- .. oh yes i did sleep at 12am +
and woke up in the middle of the night !! 3am ! can't sleep at all
used the com/studied a bit ~ geezzz ! went to school late for 10mins
but made it into the examination hall ! lucky me ~~~~~

Number 13.. some people say unlucky number
but i too seriously like that number ! LOL !
something must be wrong with me ._.'

k done complaining about that shit day
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i'm so busy !!
i'm not free from
dec 9-11, 16-19, 23-25 and maybe 31

Dec 9, Today/Later in the morning.
going back to school to help miss chew and her stuff

DAMMIT ! fuck that ! i finally get hold of my holidays !
and now you want me to go back help D: !! NOOOOOOOO!!!

Dec 10-11,
Morning, 10am.
Dye Hair with Wei xin and Samantha

Evening Chalet (maybe going but i'm kinda lazy !!)

Dec 12-15
-break- (not sure got anyone gonna ask me out)

Dec 16-17
Wei xin's Birthday
she's having a chalet at downtown east.
Haven get her Birthday present !! *Screams*

Dec 18
Mei hui's Outing (not sure what outing,made an appointment with her)

Dec 19
Audi Fam house 'Christmas' outing
maybe going karaoke or cycling
exchanging presents

Dec 20-22
-Break again- like i say not sure anyone gonna book me or not ~

Dec 23
Nitejsha's Birthday at
BBQ pit number 14 at Paris ris park

Dec 24
Outing with Wei xin and Mei yun
Exchanging Presents

Dec 25 (Family time)
Christmas ~
not sure going where this year ~~~

Dec 26-30
-Break time- *sigh*
during this time need to check exam results

Dec 31 (maybe)
Going out with friends
not sure who, but got a feeling they may call me out
to celebrate the last day of 2010 ~

2011
FML
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Its like the whole of dec, im so gonna be broke !
i left like 60 bucks at the moment ~
i would ask another 20 bucks from dad :\ but...
after mei hui's outing i'm sure broke to the core ! FML

Fam outing ... dont know what to buy ~_~'
need to buy 1 present...but i'm so worried !!
i dont know what to buy ! what if its not nice D; !
dammit !

Nitejsha's birthday ~ setted an alarm on my handphone
so that the day before i would remember !!!
haven buy her present ~~~~~~~~~

xinxin and yun's outing...
xin's present DONE
Yun not yet !!

this year ! SUCH A BUSY YEAR !
this is the first time my December holiday been filled up
almost to the max ._.'' no wonder people say 18th birthday
good year/busy year =_= now i seriously get it

(whatever below here from 2007 was copied from my old post)

2007
FML why am i so retarded back then..
so colourful as well ! omfg -.-'
its just 3 years ago ! not that far !!! =_='
well the year i started blogging ~~~~~
seriously i din even post any update/data about dec
whether im busy or not... retarded me -.-'

2008
wtf still so colourful, it fucking burns my eyes
seriously why am i such a dumb ass 2 years ago?!
fuck that ! even more retarded then ever
and same fucking thing no update/data
about busy/going out/whatever

2009(ahh much better a bit of information)
i wont' be free on
23 dec = audi frens outing
24 dec = wei xin, mei yun and yvonne outing
24(midnite start)-26 dec = cousin chalet
27 dec = going out wif meow :D
28 dec maybe going out wif zandy and wei ting :D LOL

but compare to this year's outing
its so damn little ! when this year its like almost the whole dec
been taken away !! good thing my holidays till april
can slack till then ;D

my mom even take up my Mon-Fri peace time
8pm-9pm
Mon,Wed,Fri
Swimming

Tue,Thur
Jogging

and she say
this is for ur own good, you're getting fat!
MUST SLIM DOWN BEFORE SCHOOL REOPEN !
omg this is HELL !! GEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

So tired ! So hungry D: !
swimming.. still okay ~~ JOGGING ! DAMN !
my stamina for running is low !!
this is seriously torture ~_~'

SO BUSY !! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
recently i been pissed off so damn easily for unknown reason !
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Next year i'm so gonna go to the cosplay event -_-
this year not even free to go !! D:! i wanna try cosplaying !!
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seriously about blog posts
i never regret posting any ~ after all
its the INTERNET whatever i post here
the whole world can see it ._. and some people are dumb
made a blog. din set it private ~ then when some enemy found out the blog
they delete the post/change the link -_-' childish !

'dare to post,dare to admit it'
thats my blog motto O: !

well its a cool thing that blogs can save
all the retarded stuff that i post during my teenage years
well im still a teenager now ._.' but in the future i wont be 1 anymore ):
i started blogging at 2007. just by reading the post again
it made me say ' FUCK MY LIFE ' why am i so retarded!?
seriously so many dumb shit mistakes i ever made -.-'
worst case i sounded like some uneducated girl -_- geez !

but it was kinda funny reading it back
it was embarrassing but still. that's me 3 years back
the 'me' today is much more different.

time flies so fast ~ * sigh *

its been a long time since i blogged !
like a real real real real real long time ~ k maybe not that long.. 1 month only LOL

i have a thing for male blonde hair characters
doesnt matter anime/real life/game ~ no idea why ._.''

oh well back to the topic of life
recently been kinda busy ~ since with year end exams here and stuff
which freaking-ly makes life ' wonderful '

is something the matter? that's the question
YES SOMETHING MATTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~
i want my holidays ~ i kinda envy the secondary and primary school kiddies
they are having holidays now ~ since their year end shit exam just ended

* random mode *

oh gee i seriously hope a tank came out of no where and blast down my school
so that exams can be postpone to another day/time

18 year old.. i still like anime/manga/games

7-12 somewhat crazy over POKEMON and hell yeah i like satoshi/ash
whatever his name is in japanese or english
knew almost all season 1 pokemon in CHINESE cause i watch it in CHINESE
cannot get along with some asses in my pri school. cause they watch it in ENGLISH
and called me a freak for watching it in CHINESE. HOW NICE
SON OF A BITCH ! i swear if time can go back to that day
i would fucking whack the daylight out of them -_-'

found out i like drawing ~ learned drawing pokemons awesome
and now i dont even know how to draw pokemon anymore ): !

crazy over play station 1 games : HARVEST MOON : BACK TO NATURE

12-13 the 'year of saiyuki ' and its the year i taught myself how to
draw japanese looking manga characters with my mad craze for goku ~
started out with a game named 'saiyuki' which is nothing related to gensomaden saiyuki
then i realize omg this ' gensomaden saiyuki ' the goku sanzo hakkai look cute
k i dont like gojyo.. he's hair is like a freaking roach ~

13-14 like wow suddenly gone ' kuku ' over inuyasha
i could even draw him,think of him and stuff
that was like oh my god? pure otaku? going gaga over inuyasha

crazy over play station 2 games
aka : KINGDOM HEARTS 1 and 2
it was a damn addictive game

15-today(18)
watch all kinds of anime, played all sorts of game
got myself a play station portable at my 17th birthday/christmas gift
bought a psp just to play kingdom hearts birth by sleep
well of cause i did play other games such a final fantasy VII : Crisis Core
Hatsune Miku : Project Diva 1 and 2 ~ FairyTail ~ Bleach and etc
had a great time with it ~ loved it but desperately wants a play station 3 ):

english improved, singlish ~ trying not to use it as much as i used to during
my younger days at blogger. loads of singlish = sounds ' ah lian '

after being expose to final fantasy related stuff ~ or more like
square enix related stuff ~ i turn out like having a ' liking/love'
for blue eyed male characters/blonde male characters
as for reality i don't really go gaga over blonde haired guys/blue eyed
though i like jesse mccartney ;x cause he's so awesome :D

after many years i still playing harvest moon LOL !
i wish to have a nintendo ds ): ~ cause all the nice harvest moon games are there
even kingdom hearts 358/2 ! like OMG !!!!! I WANT PLAY

k maybe im nuts over kingdom hearts at the moment ~
i just love games so much ): !
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Back to topic again

life is getting boring as years come by ~
i'm already 18 ~ and there are times i wish i was a child again
when i was a child. i always wish to be older ~ but seriously
life suck ): being older = more responsibility,
being younger = everything is done for you. nothing to worry about
make a mess and trouble . you wont get any shit from it
doing something stupid now = DOOMED

being 18 ~ i don't even feel like 18
i feel like i'm 16 ~ i dont get this ' awesome ' feeling of being 18
like when i tell some of my online friends im 18
they were like WOAH OMG COOL ! CAN BUY THIS THIS THAT THAT
i'm like...... yeah right cool ~ -_-' i don't feel cool at all geezzz

i'm getting bored of private server maple
and even audition ~ currently playing my psp...
and i turn out to be a lazy ass now ~_~ oh well whatever lazy to type already

lol so long never blog already and yeah my keyboard is 1 of all the button dead
its the arrow button ~ the button that points < left ! its DEAD ): who cares going to buy new one soon ! i think because of water then its spoiled -_-' some water must have drip in D: ! sad ! this keyboard been with me for 4 years already !! and now its dead zzz 1 button dead i mean ~_~' shit ! so fast 2 weeks worth of holiday just ended like POOF ! gone for good geez i want more holidays ~ and yeah im getting it soon in 2 months + time going for higher nitec :D ! and yeah... this suck -_- 5 months holiday too long but don't mind and also ~ EW need to work ! i don't want to work T_T i hate working ! but i have tooooo~ since mom was like nagging about me being at home so annoying ~ so need to find part time job ew ! life as a gm at soso ~ life at audition no time to go ~ so busy D: ! coupled Hiccups~ LMAO life as a student school so boring ~ turning work shop sucks and project teacher ew zz life at home peaceful but getting weird cause kim started to talk to me more like wow life at Psp : kingdom hearts birth by sleep ~ ew i hate terra -_-' ~
don't wish to play finish his story but have to ): ! no choice if i wanna know the secret ending

and URGHHH SCHOOOL ! starting sooon ! so fast monday coming ! EW
i dont want to go schoolllllllllllllllllllll ~ monday so long ~ 8 to 5 -_-'''
LONG HOURS REALLY KILLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !
well that's all for now (: ! k see ya !

woah almost a month since i posted
lets start with 19 sept the day i went out with selena
(well its her 1st day of being 18 years old and she had to baby with me)
AHHAHAAHAH !! it was a great epic day on that day

first fetch rachelle then ballet then follow up with chinese class
her mom was already there so yeah ~ she took over
her mom gave me 50 bucks so me and selena decided to watch a movie
after movie zoom home !

it was the last week of school during that time

-x-

wednesday on that week i think ? went out with xinxin and jing ping
after school to watch resident evil : after life

-x-

on the following week's saturday we went to play pool
kinda epic and but it was fun ;D ! i like it ^^

-x-

3 days ago sunday
my brother's birthday,we did a weird way of birthday celebrating for him
like webcam style since he's at sweden LOL
sadly he can't eat the cake so my niece eat it in his place

-x-

k done..

recently kim(my sis in law) keep talking to me O:
no idea why ~ don't want to know why either.
this sat need to bring rachelle to her piano class.

so yeah ! alot of things happening
i finally become a gm like woot ;D happy

i also happy about my kingdom hearts
cause finally kingdom hearts birth by sleep came out
having fun with it at the moment ;D
downloaded it on the sunday(19 sept) early morning AHEM !

tml going back to school to do project :\ !
friday going out to sakura
sat rachelle's piano
sun < free i think?
next week dunno when need to go back to school for turning extra lesson ):
that suck seriously ! i want more holidays !!

k bye *continue playing kingdom hearts *

have not blogged again LOL too lazy
back to school already ): sian ! tsk tsk tsk

another time then update bye !

yay back from school ;D kinda tired.
mei yun was having a bad day. cause her brother was like annoying her

so we kinda like leave school for 1hour and came back
cause she need to go to the bank to transfer money and end of the day cannot
don't know why. maybe account problem or whatever ~~~~~

helped miss chew on her stuff. hopefully thursday she'll help us on my project

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My mom is like a superwoman,
she cook, she cleans, she take care of the family
and every time when i din do something or bring something
she would know. like i don't know how~ but she just know it LOL

today i din bring my umbrella cause it was quite sunny
but on the way home on the bus. it suddenly rain
not long later my mom called and asked. did i bring my umbrella?
i told her no. i din not ~

when i reach my house bus stop
my mom was already there waiting for me.
she even bought a pair of slippers for me to change
she knew that i would wet my shoes.

sometime i do think my mom is such a wonder person and sometimes ~
no ~ cause she's like a demon LOL ! cause she can be really fierce and scary at times
she always nag about how heavy or irritating am i
but one think for sure. she still care

but whatever she do, she'll think of our family first then herself
no matter how many year pass. she still remain the same
i'm glad that i have a great mom ;}

Just be friends ~ all we gotta do is just be friends *
kakuyuugouro nisa *

* sings just be friends and meltdown * LOL

k that was random
now days i been listening to vocaloid songs. no idea why. like kinda addicted.
but i kinda like the niconico chorus type. where all the different people sing together.
kinda interesting ;D lol !

so boring ~ 1 week of holiday left before school reopen ): sian
later need to sms joey and marcus to remind them about tml project
mafan ~ i so lazy ~ but still need to go ); geezzzzzzz

10am to ~ i dunno evening i guess? hahahah zzzzz

i wonder how selena survive ?
for me just 1 week of holiday only i already feel so bored.
aieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee im dying of boredness ~~~~~~~~

ahh lazy to type k bye

woahh sibei bo liao ! in the middle of the bloody night cannot sleep
101% i got insomnia ~ not just me, selena as well ):
geezz this is so sickening !! im dying of boredness.
and during this kind of time like not much people come online

im so bored till i come here to blog LOl !

Y.O.G holiday seriously is damn boring to the max !
yeah im happy that i have holiday but also sad. cause nothing to do.
oh well maybe i should blog about yesterday

went out with wei xin to watch salt.
not bad that movie. weird ending thats all.
after the movie wei xin came to my house downstairs the psp shop
well we both bought new psp casing ~ since our old 1 was like
SCRATCHED LIKE GODLY MAD LOL ! so yeah ~~~~~~~

after that~ went to my house to ' grow mushroom '
not long later her dad called. so she need to go ~ yeah..
so end of the day like that :D ~ at nite chit chat with corey

and also now im crazy over fairy tail that anime
no idea why. somewhat thinks natsu and gray are cool ;]
maybe after reading fairy tail chaper 71.5 Omake : Watch out for that guy
hmmmm natsu is so attracting ;D !
so far he's the only pink haired anime guy that i can say
HOT and CUTE instead of GAY no idea why LOL

recently been talking to corey and alex alot O;
though both of them are from the opposite side of the world
hmm sounds like they came from another world LOL ! JK

ahhhhh so lazy ~ i feel short when i hear corey say he's 6 inch taller then me
RAWRRRRRRR why so tall !! so evil ~ oh well he lives in the land of giants
cannot be blamed x_x ! everyone is tall and big there D: unlike singapore
tiny island tiny people ~ k maybe not so TINY lololololoLOLOLOLOLOLOL !

k bye too lazy to type MOAH ! tata :D

yay holiday till end of the month.
FINALLY BOUGHT MY MEMORY STICK !! YAY :D
i have not been doing much. i was too lazy recently. maybe i shall start blogging back
i really miss my secondary school friend real badly. (i regrets not cherishing it during those days)
it was really fun,great,wonderful and full of surprise everyday.
mr tang was such a great teacher, he never give up on us.
just that i was a douche bag doing that time. hated school
yeah till today i still don't really enjoy school. for unknown reason
plus i hate working .. worst case i had a weird dream yesterday ~ about me
working at the maid cafe... like what the hell !!! crazy dream.. hope it don't come true

currently being in ite. is really boring at times like this.
most of my classmates are dudes and its really hard to even ask them out..
for just a movie as normal classmate/friends
cause it feels wrong ~ like how to say.. they may get it wrong.
or whatever i don't care ~and also they are ALWAYS LATE
i hate waiting for people and people waiting for me );
i feel its stupid making people wait so long.. when you already reach there.
1min to 1 hour still okay.. can understand.. the train station/bus alot of people
but making people wait for 2-4hours long is just RIDICULOUS !

the only female classmate i currently have is mei yun :\
from pri school to secondary school till now LOL
fated to be in the same school and class :D yay
but sadly mei yun live very far.. feel bad calling her out

and also i'm like trying to keep long hair =_='
to make sure my mother doesnt go nagging about it.
she just wants me to be lady like. which sadly i can't
i dunno why either. ~ just felt like that x_x'
its real hard for me.. cause i hate skirts... dresses... stupid make up...heels..
hand bag.... and etc ~ many other shits

i LIKE
shirts,jeans,pants,shorts,sling bag,sneakers,slippers and many other stuff that guys like to wear
it feels nice to wear them. don't need to think too much on what to dress
SHEEEEEEZZZZZZZ

so yeah... now im also keeping long nails ~
cant keep long nails in school cause. dirt may get into it and etc ~ troublesome
keeping it for the fun of it. the last time i had nails was half a year ago.
having problem keeping them =_='.. cause it makes me wanna cut them LOL

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recently i been complaining so much
and screw diets ~ mom keep making me do it.. geez

im damn worried about my project !
what to do ~!! at this rate we are really gonna get C and fail! then can't go higher nitec
that is really terrible to the max !! so worried ! so worried !!!

i really wish if only my project teacher wasn't a dumb ass =_=
it did be better if he got some disease or sickness ~ and some other teacher take over !
AHHH GEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

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i swear this is gonna be a long post... i'm so not gonna edit any english typo or
any shit that i have type wrongly here =_= too damn lazy ~ im gonna EXPLODE everything here

like fuck that !
sometime i feel so angry that i can murder people !
but seriously i won't do it. i don't wanna go to jail =_= worst case hang to death..
bad record = hard to find job ! AHHHH SEE
i think too much again ! screw my brain for that !

why everytime i wanna do something i'll think of what will happen later
and my fucking future ! screw that.. maybe not LOL

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now onemanga.com shut down already
so sickening.. not much new updates at other side of the manga area...
i swear they leech off onemanga.com !!! assesssssssssssss

....

facebook getting boring as well.. everyday i been playing castle age..
chit chating... and etc...

....

yeah.. played my psp... but kinda getting bored of the games LOL

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i wanna go other country and have fun !
i wanna see snow ): ! why singapore no snow ); so sad like hell !!

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now im so hungry....mom's idea =_=
breakfast 1 small slice of bread..
lunch cereal ~
dinner mom's cooking

IM DYING ! im like a tyrannosaurs ! i need meatttttttt
lots and lots of FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
sometimes i feel like i can jump out of my window and bite somebody
(if i was a vampire ) LOL ! * thinks too much *

hmmm my imaginary level is pretty high ! :D

sadly my drawing skills.. down skill ); sad !
but who cares ! as long i still can draw..
ahhh i wanna be a manga artist ~ or something.. sadly not possible in singapore
so sickening ): !! why singapore so square headed... GEEZZZZZZZ

i must learn not to talk too much singlish =_=
too much le la lor ah bo blah blah blah ):
its so harddddd ); !!!

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sometimes i wonder. imagine 10 years down the road.
i read back everything i type since 2007
one thing for sure i did enjoy life at some point of life.
and some point of life. i did wish i don't exist ~

but im happy that i exist.
cause i get to meet so many people that i never knew
hehehehehehe

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SCREW THE FACT THAT SOME PEOPLE TYPE BULL SHITS ON THEIR BLOG
AND LIE ABOUT IT. TO MAKE PEOPLE PITY THEM !!
FUCK YOU ! SCREW YOU ! NO LIFE ASSESSSSSSS

THIS TOTALLY MAKE ME EXPLODE ! LIKE BOOOOOOOMMMMMMMM
SO ANGRY LIKE FUCK ! WHEN I READ THEIR POSTS !
TOTALLY BULL SHIT ! WHEN YOU CONFRONT THEM
THEY DELETE THE FUCKING POST AND SAY 'NO I DID NOT POST THAT !'
URGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

WHATEVER I TYPE HERE I'LL ADMIT WHAT I DO !
AND I WON'T FUCKING DELETE IT EITHER !!!
GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZZ

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ahhhhhhhhhhhh much better. after blah-ing everything out.
K BYE ! im going to watch anime now tata

screw the fact that school is 5 times a week =_=

screw the fact that plurk is not working ~ for unknown reasons

screw the fact that my project teacher is a pain the ass

screw everything la ! GEEZZZZZZZZ

1/4 of the year left. school ending and im fucking scared that i will FAIL !
due to a certain pain in the ass teacher. if only he wasn't a faggot !
i been like complaining over and over ~ for unknown reason

i feel like my life just shorten

screw the fact that girls need to be in shape/slim to get a boyfriend
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL actually that was random lOl !
more like
screw the face that people judge people by looks !
YEAH THATS FUCKING RIGHT BITCH ! HAHAHA BYE !