Sometimes.. there is this feeling.. that something would happen..
but i'm just so scare to face it ... everytime it happens i just tell myself..
yeah.. something like this will come .. soon or later only..
everytime when this feelings come .. im scare.. so scare
that i wish , this can never happen .. its always a bad feeling, sometimes i really regret

why din i say a single word about it? when i knew its coming yet i keep quiet about it...

i just can't face the future .. its like a nightmare , day by day
somehow i feel like.. i'm running away from reality.. and i wish i could never grow up

hais.... will i survive in this world or not ... who knows...

thinking bout it... tml got school... when i think of ite.. i feel so sick
thinking about the teacher and my classmates ... its a total headache -_-'